Everyone coming to me queries about my marriage, in fact there isn't much changes...I was kept reminded that we married was because of the Baby. Apart from there, many find that is time to marry after our "ride" for 7 and half years is time to settle down. I begin to believe that is God's timing and do not let devil con me!

It was 15 days after my fetal died, the Lord has speak to me. The Lord gave me a answer why my baby died? (James 1: 14-15) "14but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death." It could be other meaning, but it seem like telling or warning us. Andy and I have committed sin to conceive this baby... and the sin passed down to my baby and I give birth to death (dead fetal) and that have to be put to a stop! We should come back to the Lord for strength before we get contaminated.

Andy and I strongly believe with this vision and hearing from God. I will be conceive again and with a beautiful and healthy baby by this year end of October and we will be bless!

Dear Lord, no matter what... do not let Andy and I stray and runaway from your blessing and dream. Althought this is a real trial and struggles in our life please don't let us lose heart, let us believe that You will help us overcome it. Do not let devil steal our faith and hope away. Let this fall back be a good teaching. James 1:6 said "ask and believe" therefore, I boldly ask in the Name of Jesus, give my baby I want to be mummy. Seal this faith and trust in us and withdraw fear/doubts from us this day. In Jesus name I asked. Amen!!!!!

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