"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. 'second is this: 'Love your Neighbor as yourself.'There is no commandment greater than these." " Mark 12:30-31

Next year my Church theme is to love our neighbor as ourself... Not many of us understand this. Loving our God is a must but God also want us to love our neighbor include our enemies that is around us. We need not to be prophetic to love someone, overall loving someone is out from heart.



Being so, I have recetnly form an enemy, God has tested me to love her. We have not been really talking to one another, face to face for 3 weeks. I do feel little weird and uncomfortable, but I still find that my purpose was to encourage her to love someone she ever dislike not to mock or provoke her. Guess I have failed.... or maybe not.



Lately, I observe that she manage to talk to that someone she dislike in a nicer manner, matter of fact, she treating me like a stranger. Sigh... I have no objection over this. Cause I already know God will deal with this, end of the day she herself is going to answer to Abba Father above.


Just that I don't understand how can her "emotion" be some subjective. I don't think I ever see her flare up with Jasmine. Sigh..... I sometime, just wondering am I a woman, why I never have such roller coaster mood swing like others. Perhaps, I had just that I don't do it on friends but Andy (my hubby)



In the first place, our friendship some times back was already having problem just that we ignoring and not mending it. HowAnd now all surfacing out. Since after I got married, I could see that she getting more insecure, maybe I am wrong... but no matter what, Lord please handle this problem. If there is necessary for me to leave.. please give me a sign.