Sh*t is going to get real people. If you are not taking this seriously, there are other ways to get your thrill of not caring. Get in a car, and drive near a cliff. I bet you can’t put one set of wheels over.

I say that out of both love and frustration. I went to the store – and observed people walking up to others – hugging them – and breaking the “rules” of everything that we are being told. It angers me, which leads me to the opening statement. I have the same feeling about meth labs. At the moment in which a person puts others in jeopardy, regardless of the situation, I develop some form of Rage. I started to say road rage – but that doesn’t really cut it. I have no problem with a care-free life. I have no problem with people that want to indulge in things – for themselves. But, from both personal experience, large amounts of research, and other experiences, the impacts that move beyond self to others – never turns out well. Never may be too strong, but even if the results are not doom and gloom – the “other people” (defined as not yourself) don’t necessarily have a say…

While where I am is locked down, but no one is really listening. It has not impacted many directly. It is a friend of a friend – or someone that I knew. It is out “there” or “someone else” or “somewhere else.” And when we realize “it” we will be so far into the weeds that we will have to wade through the tangles. I care. About my kids. Your kids. Neighbor kids. About the elderly man that I do not know. About the grandma that makes amazing cookies that we get to hear about. And the Disregard to that – pisses me off. I started typing this with a let’s be positive. I really didn’t plan on this episode nor did I stew about it all day. I read the headlines from the news. Took the punches where they fell… Then I see blatant disregard. Lividity ensued.

I care about you. Maybe too much. And want the best that we can have. So many choices are going to be made for us, if not already, very soon.

Warmest wishes… (that was a bit forced)… trying to move back to the positive… Ok, I am going to write my sci-fi novel now.