What is so apparent
In my mannerism
That you smile slyly
Whenever I talk to you
And it feels like the sun
Bloomed after days of rain ,
Like every speck of dust
Turned into gold
Swirling in the air,
A treasure trove
For a pirate old.
And love blooms in my heart
Erupting so hard,
It is difficult to hide it.
Yet my face betrays me
And it shows you
All that I hold true to my soul
And you triumph at my agony
Of the never ending battle
Between my heart and my brain,
Yet never seeking to resolve it.
Oh , Your cruel maiden’s heart
Give me respite
From this madness of the soul
Say No and end this all
My heart will bleed for some time
And then the wounds will fill up
As they always do
I might aspire to be normal
Once again , sans you
I have to , girl.
Because life will go on
Even if I am not ready to.