If there ever was a day for decisions, this is it:

• Where to live
• What to do with my life
• What to do about my health/knees
• What to do about communications with my son
• What to do about my house
• What to do with my money
• What to write about
• How to serve the world
• How to get to New Zealand for my mother’s 90^th birthday

So many questions and no immediate answer … and yet, out of the depths of of some hidden cell in my festering brain is the hint of a possibility of a solution … yes, A solution. This still, Quiet Voice is having trouble getting through the noise of the world, the hubbub of fear that I allow myself to be surrounded in. And this whisper in the hurricane is suggesting something quite illogical and it’s this:

With all of the different questions – quite unrelated questions, actually – there is ONE answer. Yes, just one answer.

I have no idea what that one answer could be but the voice is quietly speaking again and I try to listen through the storm of irrelevant chatter … yes, it’s saying that I’ll hear the ONE answer when I accept that there is ONE answer.

Apparently, my disbelief, my cynicism, is in the way of hearing the answer. It’s in the way of knowing the answer.

Oh, sshhh, it’s speaking again … oh, it’s asking if I’ll take action on its advice if I choose to hear it.

“Why wouldn’t I?” I respond, “if it’s good advice for right action and perfect results.” But my answer comes back.

I doubt that I Deserve to have the benefits from taking right action. Don’t think I deserve … yes, that’s the bottom line. I don’t think I deserve the benefit of having all these questions answered and actioned to my benefit, so they stay unanswered and unactioned.

My not-deserving belief keeps me in a not-quite-happy state.

So, the first logical step is to undo my illogical undeserving belief. However, that’s not possible for undeserving is a no-thing, a lack of a some-thing which is deserving. I can’t banish a no-thing for there is nothing to banish. There is only the some-thing to bring in and fill the void.

I know I deserve all I am – joy, peace, fulfilment, contentment, connection … all that is encompassed by Love. By God. By Source. By AllthatIam.

I am that which never left God, the completeness, contentment and competence of Source. I am that and have never not been that.

Deservedness doesn’t come into the equation. I am that which I wish, that I have always been and I will never not be. I cannot deserve or not deserve what I am. I simply am that, uncontested.

So, to all my questions … hang on, what questions? It’s as if they’ve all gone, enveloped by the mist of disbelief and fading in the clear, warm light of Clarity. A decision-less clarity.

If a change is needed, I don’t question and then decide. When I am resting in the arms of Source, with benign acceptance, change will become itself and I will always be in the right place … when I am in my right mind, I’ll be in my right life.

Through this bursting, bright clarity comes that still, quiet voice: Whatever my life situation – house, money, mission or whatever – is what it is. Is what it should be.

How simple is that!