I deactivated my Facebook for a week. I had to give attention to learning and editing work that's why. Facebook is a distraction at the moment.
I've to send my CV to this university as well. It has long application form and I'm not sure if they'd hire me. Plus I had to mail my form. I hope email works.
Preclasses for the students who'd come regularly in August/September Starts Tomorrow. Preclasses cover the same course but for those students who are done with their 10th grade or O Levels. It's my third year of teaching. I'm nervous because yesterday when the students were sitting in the orientation session a question was asked, 'who wants to be a teacher when they grow up?' Nobody said yes and nobody answered. That wasn't the case with an engineer, doctor, or accountant. I felt shitty as hell. I already know that teaching is considered
the shittiest profession but still. The fact is engineers and doctors are taught as well by teachers.
The fact the students in every event of the college take pictures with their teachers as if they are important in their lives.
Even with all this shit I want to prepare the first lecture for the new faces I'll meet because after all they are future. Yes, I get paid. But I don't do anything without my heart in it. I do everything with 70% of my heart and mind in it. 30% is always left for my sanity.
I've got to sleep now. I wish our students start respecting the profession and teachers.
