Well what a hectic few months it has been. Had my new born relapsed epilepsy wise not great. Seems to have effected whole Family. Partner now my carer and appointee. Cameron now avoided going out to see stoke city or walking the dog purely because of my health. Mental heath has got worst. My son Conor cleft baby due first op in November. Now have vitamin d tablets b12 injections and suspected fibro. I’m 30 years old dreading how I be in twenty years time. Epilespy scares me the most what if what if always runs through my mind. So much so I don’t go out alone. Things that keep me going my Family Partner children and pooch. Things that keep me sane wwe lego gaming helping my son fulfil his dreams so far his career goals are animation lego designer cafe owner and comic book writer. His a clever lad and has been through a lot. Did I mention his a wwe fan prefers old school over new school. And Dr who nutter so much so he acted being the doctor in drama and reminded people they can watch Dr who on iPlayer at a birthday party only my child lol. Conor feeds like a champion considering he has full on cleft lip and palate. And has already has an interest in wwe and Dr who. And also moving to new house. Try and be normal comes to mind.