"You owned me like I never belonged to myself", she said.
"We are just two souls happened to meet at perfect alignment of planets and managed to co-exist at the same time as humans, and you know there's nothing special about it, being a human or being a part of an intelligent species. Then what makes us special?” .He was confused with his own words.
"The fact that we are two different souls yet we can't manage on ourselves, we needed each other all this time. There are 6 billion people on this earth and yet I managed to find a person who is not afraid to Kiss me in front of people, the only one who accepts me for who am I?. Maybe some other will too, but you are present right before my eyes, you are real, you somehow turn me on, and yet you are vulnerable and mortal". She was still lost and thinking about their last night together.
"Then why don't we skip these rituals, of meeting when heart aches, of following normal conventions of this society. Why don't we just stare each other long enough until that void , that silence start feeling like a part of us, like we are in our own small universe, we don't need to kiss under stars to get over the Moon. You are fucking right here, you are my moon and I am not going to be that wolf who howls every night missing its moon. Damn it." He is not himself now.
So does that makes us sinner? To rebel against these orders, to follow what heart believes?" She still has a lot of questions in her mind.
"What do you think Arabella? Are we? Because one way or other our love is going to offend someone for sure. Someone will find it abomination. But does every voice counts? When I have you in my arms?" He still didn't believe, he has to leave via next train.
"Why is it this hard to let go of someone after all this time, when your molecules have resonated with theirs, when you know , you can't do anything about it, is this also a sign of universe? Is this the way we were meant to be, spending beautiful nights , sweating each other out in that passionate night and kissing a good bye, the very next day? I wonder ". She was lost in her own thoughts once again.
"So should we stop living if we know we are going to die some day? I love you and yes I said it, and no prayer is bigger than this thing even if this is a sin for whole world. I would love to be a sinner to spent reckless, passionate, lustful nights with you rather than being called a gentleman without you. Fuck these damn rules, I know just one thing, you exist, you are real and you create my world and you destroy it. There is no better innocence than this beautiful sin of ours. There, he blurred out all of his thoughts.
It was time for train to depart and they both were looking into eyes of each other feeling that beautiful moment, reliving all the last days they spent together, biding a good bye to each other with one last kiss.
