2007-04-08 23:08
Rule # 1- Forget Will Power, Your will is what got you where you are!Our addictions are such a powerful and relentless force that no one person can conquer it on their own. As soon as we acc… Read More
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I was in denial for years. Everyone knew I was an Addict, but me. I dragged myslf to the depths of hell, taking those who loved me along for the ride. What was it going to take? Several times I was so close to death, which on occasion appealed to me , as opposed to living a painfull existance without hope or faith. But god had different plans for me. And as soon as I realized he was in charge, that's when my miracle began.
2006-04-03 03:48
It was August of 2002 and it was the hottest day of the year, just as yesterday was and tomorrow would surely be. From where I was sitting there was no relief in sight. I woke up to a glarin… Read More
2006-01-17 03:58
The summer heat baked through my car windows as I turned off the AC to save fuel, in hopes of coasting into a gas station. I left the house early that morning knowing this could be the most… Read More
2005-10-21 19:05
They say you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink. That is the struggle our friends and families are up against when we finally agree to go to a meeting. In the years that… Read More
2005-09-19 01:12
Today was another successful day. Any time we make it through a day without using, that day is a great success. Anything else that happens positive for us , is just an extra bonus. When you… Read More
2005-09-16 21:56
EVEN AFTER WE'VE BEEN CLEAN FOR A PERIOD OF TIME, THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS GOING TO GO THE WAY WE WISH IT WOULD. WE STILL HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE LIFE ON LIFES TERMS. WE DON… Read More
2005-08-27 04:20
WHEN WE START FEELING BETTER, WE WANT TO START SAVING EVERYONE. IT'S NOT UP TO YOU TO SAVE THE WORLD. RIGHT NOW, IT'S ONLY UP TO YOU TO SAVE YOURSELF. WHEN WE GET FURTHER ALONG IN OUR RECOVE… Read More
2005-08-21 05:09
I Had avery hard time sitting in the meetings for an entire hour. An hour seemed like an eternity to me, but i was told i needed to be there from prayer to prayer, which sounded like a relig… Read More
2005-08-20 19:19
As the fog began to lift, I would get passing glimpses of where this journey was taking me. They came to me internally; in my soul and at they would seem to release endorphines, although pas… Read More
2005-08-14 04:30
After spending 19 days of detoxing, and still feeling like sick, both physically and mentally, I knew I needed to surround myselves with other recovering addicts. I was living at a half way… Read More
2005-08-13 04:44
I sat there on the concrete bench, doubled over and trembling from down inside. I could hear people circling me, comforting me, asking me ," are you ready to surrender?" Inside the building… Read More
2005-08-13 04:43
Something was different this time. I kept praying, " god I turn my will and my life over to you. Please guide me and give me the stregnth andthe courage, so I may do your will for me." That… Read More
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