amy,
you are a very strong and inspiring person and i love reading your blog. can you blog about what happened between you and layton and how your relationship is now and if you think you will ever get back together? you looked so cute together
Thank you so much, it is always good hearing from those who read my blog. When it comes to Laityn and myself, I have decided to keep a lot of specific details private from my blog, and there are still things that I haven't and will not ever post here but what I can say is that it was for the best that him and I broke up. It was a very toxic Relationship that took a lot of my energy and made me question my own self worth way too many times. It is never ok to treat people like they are below you, and a person shouldn't make promises that will just be broken eventually. I feel a lot better now than I did before, because the more I heal, the more I see the situation from outside the box. What I went through during, and after our relationship effected my health and my every day life and it is a struggle that gets easier with time, even today. I am very thankful now, and always will be to Laityn for giving me our son and for the memories I'll keep cherished but I feel as far as life experience goes, I am ahead of him. He can't take responsibility for his own actions, and can't sympathies with other people without making situations seem worse for himself, and I can't have that type of energy around me if I want to move forward in my own life. He has a lot of growing up to do and I honestly hope it happens sooner rather than later for the sake of Noah and himself. So at this point, I don't see us ever getting back together, and that becomes more and more clear to me everyday. I deserve better right now, and he has to work on himself so that he can grow and find Love again someday and do it right. I will always care for him, and be there for him, but I'm afraid that once I starting falling out of love, there is no turning back. If it ever does happen someday in the future, a long time away from now, everything will have to look a lot different than it does today, and I am not going to do it long distance again.
