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As I assembled my thoughts and attempted to paint them into a solid piece. I'd always wondered, am I even capable of loving someone or might I be afraid of losing oneself in the range of seeking a constant union. Why does Love always exist in pairs and not universal? Perhaps I'm perplexed, I do not understand many things in terms of self-seeking love. I hated my guts; I loathed how my thought process challenged me into the unthinkable, thus driven to insanity. I wish I could trust a single soul in this world, believing she's a mirror of my emotions.
Emotions. Difficulty in comprehending. Maybe it'll take a lot of work to make it right.
For once, I just want to make this right.