I had the great opportunity to experience first hand how it felt like to visit a Church that was not my own.
Technically, it's not my first time visiting this church but it's like my first time eating out with people that are not from the choir.
I realised that this bunch is a few groups of people, there are Group Dynamics that I'm literally breaking. And I'm just like should I be here.
Firstly, no girl NO GIRL has Initiated a conversation with me.
I initiated one with a girl and then after name and age introductions and then it just ended.
In like this is how alienated people feel.
They come in, they attempt to fit in and then after that it's just like, this girl is weird. And then they just recede into their normal group dynamics.
But hey, I'm not Complaining. I was the one with no friends other than one.
Everyone is just like heyy and they don't even pretend to like include.
Also the person that brought me to this new group like totally abandoned me and I was like errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr this is kind of sad but expected but like yeah.
Oh well, but seriously I'm not writing this because I am complaining or anything, I already am pretty grateful that the person Invited me.
But come on if you already invited someone at least play host.
Okay I'm being ironic.
Maybe it's because I'm hungry.
Have to go now. Bye.