During weeks like this I just want to cry. Thankfully I have family by my side. I may not have my brother or my best friend in my life due to them not being suitable people at the moment....but I have all I need in front of me. I can reach it..It's all so close.Trying to be happy. I'm trying so hard. I have a sunny day shopping with my mother in a few hours. Can't sleep so I figured I'd blog some. I love her so much.