There was a time when I loved very much, I used to go around with everyone, I tried to give something to my children as much as I could, I helped people in various ways. Today everything has disappeared from my life in the cycle of time. Corona pandemic has brought a real curse on my life. I tried thousands of times to stand up but it was not possible even today. Do you know? I now like the darkness very much, it feels very familiar. If at this moment someone asks what do I like or have a favorite that can be shared with you???? I can safely say the darkness of the night. I can't count the number of times I have gone door to door asking for financial assistance. I am sick today. No matter how many people I told to help me, no one came to help me. Everyone is busy. Rather, I have helped everyone, knowing that I have not harmed anyone. Why do people have so much wealth that people do not come forward in the danger of other people, what is the need of that wealth??? Due to lack of money, I have been admitted to the government hospital for almost 27 days. My little 2-year-old Daughter repeatedly comes to me and asks, father, when will you go home? I really want to eat chocolate. When you go home, bring me chocolate. Only a father can understand the storm that goes through a father's mind after listening to that in silence. What a difference between me and today!!! Sometimes I want to kill myself. Only my daughter will become an orphan. Those of you who will read my writing from any part of the world will take some time to read the story of a needy father. I am sure that this story of mine will be included in some of the many stories you read. Just as I am writing this, one of my eyes has watered and dried up again. It's winter now. My daughter couldn't buy a winter dress, she calls me when other kids are going out to buy new winter clothes and says daddy won't buy winter clothes??? The body becomes silent for a while, and think about it when it turns into the evening!!!! I am human!!! I also want to live as one among all. I could no longer fight with my mind when I started to write two lines. Now the maximum life expectancy of people is 60-70 years. There is no telling how much wealth people are building every day for this short period of time. At the end of the day everyone will leave this world empty handed. Can't take anything with you. Do you know how much pressure to write these texts? Tears is walking in silence.
Heartbreaking cry. I can't even cry because people will listen. Alas, life, how many days can I buy medicine today due to lack of money, I can't eat rice properly, how many days has the girl been starving!!! I can't buy a dress for how many days!!! How unlucky to be in such a difficult position today? It is natural that people will stand next to people. But in today's society, even if everyone is not inhuman, some people need to poison the entire family for no reason!! My life has completely disappeared. People should at least sympathize if not help in this difficult time. I once gave people a hard time today I have no one by my side. Woe to the world!!!!!! How many people used to wait for my help when I was having a good time!!! Today they fire at me and don't look at me. Will I operate on my heart, or will I feed my daughter, or will I not take my medicine, what will I do!!!! I will share with you some stories of my past life and today that person is dying day by day without treatment in the government hospital. Everyone pray for my daughter. And share my blog with all your friends. If you can help me a little so that I can do my heart operation. The doctor said I need to get a heart ring, which will cost about $6000. I don't know how acceptable this writing of mine is to you, please forgive me if I have made any mistakes. This is my current situation shared with you. I have featured on my blog somewhere else a little girl who grew up next to me. If you can give me a helping hand, I will pray for you forever. Please help me by giving some Zakat or Fitra. May God help you. If you want to contact me please here is my WhatsApp number: +8801959458139 and my bank account details is...…
Bank name: AB Bank Limited ,Chittagong, Bangladesh 4000, Bangladesh, Chittagong Bank account name: Savings Account Account number: 4110–247393–300 Swift: ABBLBDDH 110 Routing number: 020151489
Sadhin Master Card: Bank Asia. 54 11 73 01 00 03 11 72 Card holder name: Kamrul Ahsan Sayem Country: Bangladesh
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A Death Row Traveler
