I know that some of the things that I say may sound repetitive,hard to hear,cold and just outside the normal way of thinking,but you have to,you have to say things differently,move differently,keep people guessing,wondering,thinking,even yourself,am I doing all that I can to compensate for my existence?probably not. Ok that got extra,I was trying to say that you have to phase things out sometimes,you know if it doesn’t matter,benefit you or what you’re trying to accomplish then..