He who has endured the wrath of unfairness continues to withstand having to constantly control an apocalyptic temper against the quick trigger disturbances in the world. Though his silver spooned lifestyle should be the tranquilizer to that possibility. If anything, he should be naturally disciplined to restrict himself from breaking the limits into insanity.

I reacquired two active jobs just as I did at a previous time period. No longer a boy in the Face, no longer a boy in this race. Making sure the transactions keep coming in fast pace. But only I must make more priorities on keeping that smile on your face? That should never be the case.

Putting effort into my craft & passions conjured a 3rd self made job. The world gave me the ok & the smile long ago, but the new conflicts with the locals & the regions have made producing quite a challenge. Tragically, you discover it was just you for a while fueling the energy until the next breakthrough if any happens. Once you feel your life becoming a gambling game, you must detach before its too late.

However, when you’re someone who has indeed read the last page of the book before going through the story, you find interesting repercussions for the instant spoil. Once upon a time, I was haunted by a red eyed black hooded spirit. Later in time, astral projection becomes a topic of interest. I could spiritually feel an act of betrayal. A lie that was unfolding on its own unbeknownst to the current knowledge. And then the answers were not only told by those clearly familiar with the situation, the body language & energy returns made it make clearer sense too.

A predictable double cross to the Heart by those you’d expect it the least from.

10 years ago, a freshman in year 2014 believed himself to be in love & an act of betrayal happened in his face on a sweet sunny day. Ironically, he later found by his senior year of his unnatural disloyal heart that could be his future demise.

10 years later in the world, waking up as a high school graduate with some college experience & corporate training from year 2020 is already something that cannot be scoffed at. But finding a matching soul is still every man’s private quest. I simply told myself I would not ever resort to searching for love across the web after learning of many catastrophic stories on the wasted efforts & destroyed relationships. Of course there are those that have their success stories which reminds you that there can be a good sunny day around the corner someday.

It took 1 ETO day in 2020 to get a brief breath of fresh air to believe again. A low Caesar fade combined with freeform dreads did the trick. It took 3 years to remember what I needed to stay in this life again. A full revival haircut was never a sin for Stephon.

Let’s do the world a favor & not waste anyone’s time away. That’s the least I can say…..