One of my many shortcomings,
Is such that I dread to tell you,
That I take everything,
Or everyone too seriously.
A simple joke,
Cannot crack my skull,
But a petty test,
Can break my back.
Not like I am dumb or something,
But just that I care too much.
I make haste to do something
That a friend told me off hand.
Just so I look good in her books,
And not as a selfish fiend.
Because being overlooked,
Is one of my Greatest fear.
Being socially unacceptable,
Is something , that I cannot bear.
I may not look good
That much , honestly,
But I am smart
Oh yes , very much.
I storm my brain,
To please people,
At times suppressing my opinions,
So as not to offend,
Only my closest ones,
Whom I count Six.
Are ones who knows who I am,
I don’t think before speaking,
In front of them,
Just does what comes on my tongue.
Couldn’t care less,
Or couldn’t care more,
for them.
My fears , my crushes , they know it all,
My foes , my hatred , they know all along,
They also know my greatest weakness,
My wish to keep everyone content,
So my name doesn’t fill anyone with contempt.
I devise plans to be more likeable,
Not knowing It destroys my own identity.
To change a part of who you are,
For someone else is not a great feat.
Because someday you’ll regret it,
So take some advice,
From this suffering prat,
Just be yourself and live your life.