Soundtrack: Nine Lashes - heartbeats
It's very important to be Grateful both for the things you have and don't have. It may sound cheap like many truthful things chewed by pulp novels and pop culture. But once you felt it - you've touched the essense: genuine and indisputable. Its name is the Truth and it will set you free.
It hits you hard with the soft voice of the one who would sacrifice one's life for you without a second thought, but too proud to ask you a trifle. Now I see we're much more alike than I've ever imagined, may be that's why I found it so hard talking to you, but always knew that you deserve more... And I've always hated our common trait for being absolutely irrational and making my life unreasonably complicated. They call Pride a sin, but it's much more like a knife. If you don't know how to use it you'll cut yourself or others. Just practice and keep your scars as smth more meaningful than your tattoos.
And be grateful.