Through out my life there has been so much Pain,
so much holding on, when I should have let go,
time going faster then I wanted, and times when it went too slow.
Giving myself to those who didn’t appreciate me,
opening my heart to cowards who tore me down mentally,
through my tears I was blinded by what I chose not to see,
ignoring the signs and blinding myself thoroughly.
At times I was stuck on pause,
hoping time would stand still,
more pain than love more fake then real.
so quick to love minus the trust,
equals senseless emotions one of them being lust.
Emotions are spinning in the mist of our dreams,
desperate for loyalty which is mistaken at times an illusion that is out of our means.
There comes a time when peace will be with us and pain will end,
that’s the day we meet our maker,
that’s when paradise begins.
By: Lea and Kim Brock