Darkness lasts past the night

Darkness lasts past the night,
enveloping me,
taking me deeper within,
like a muted scream,
darkness is all I see.

More than a mindset,
Never a fabrication,
bringing me closer to the fire,
twisted happiness,
acquiescence of this demise.

Visions of myself ending,
He, seizing the obscurity within me,
always carefully nurturing me,
back into his future eternity.

With passion, love and adulation,
I continuously fray,
with the incubus within,
sometimes unbelievably Strenuous,
its been 13 years since this began.

Darkness lasts past the night,
heart retching agony,
lasting into the daylight.
Darkness lasts daily and nightly.
A blessing to make me spiritually mighty.