Sorry I haven't updated in a few days, but I've been getting adjusted to life here in Shady Lawn. Dr. Beakman said that after my first dose of medication I was already doing better. I haven't seen any silliness like moving shadows or doors by themselves anymore. That voice is gone, too.

Shady Lawn is the best thing that's happened to me in these last couple months.

I have had a few nightmares still, but if I don't trust the doctor I won't get better. I've made a lot of progress. Beakman says the nightmares will go away soon.

Oh, I almost forgot: Dr. Beakman also says that those commenters on the post "An Explanation" believed me so readily because they were really me under other names. I guess that makes sense, but I don't understand why I would try to undermine my own safety. Also, I apparently posted as one of them again on "Good News." I guess I was really messed up in the head.

Thank God for Dr. Beakman.