I’ll never Forget the day you left,

The way you kissed me goodbye and said you’ve never second guessed such a decision.

How does that make any sense?

Is there a future to look forward to?

Anything left?

I’ll never forget the way your hair shaped your face so right

The first and the only time I’d ever see you this way.

You seemed happy and that hurts,

I miss you.

Rebuke, Rebuke!

That was all it took and you left me feeling guilty

I’ll never redeem myself.

I don’t know how now.

I love you and I always did, always will.

They say when you know it, you really just do

And that’s what I thought in you.

I’ll never forget the pain I felt

The pain I still feel.

My one and only, forever you’ll be.

I can’t move on.

I’d rather live alone than forget the way you felt

holding me.

No matter what happened, through all the fights and the tears

The back stabbing and lies

The guilt.

The second guessing and the fear

I only want you near

And you’ll never ever hear me say it.

I wish I could express to you,

How much I want you back.

But you wouldn’t even stand for it.

Just ignore me and tell me I had my chance.

I can’t hear those words from you again.

I’d rather keep the peace,

Be grateful you’re still talking to me.

I wish every day I were with you instead of here.

Sharing the home that should have been ours.

Experiencing the world the way we were,

Together just making it happen.

This isn’t real anymore,

waking up alone and sleeping in the bed bought for us.

I’ll never forget you nor what we shared.

I just pray every day what is now isn’t true

I want only you.

Please forgive me one day.

That’s all I ask.

Because besides my mistakes and the past.

You were the only thing worth it

The only thing I felt was real in my life.

I only wish you’d take me back,

wish we’d cross each others paths.

Someday I pray you love me again.