I’m in Love with a town that no longer is mine

was never mine.

I’m in love with a feeling that no longer should exist

but it does.

I’m in love with a man that I can’t touch

nor can feel.

Anymore.

I don’t understand why I call your name out at night

you’re not there.

I don’t understand why I answer when you call

but I do and I don’t regret it.

I don’t understand why the love is still there

why shouldn’t it be?

What’s it for anyways?

I’m in love with the memories

I can’t let them go.

I’m in love with the ideas of a future

but I’m not there.

Why should I be?

I don’t understand why you still make me nervous

like when two people first meet.

I don’t understand why I drop everything just to pick up the phone

it’s all I have left of you.

I don’t understand why we keep this up

is it going anywhere?

I’m in love with a place that I had plans and dreams for

but now those dreams are gone.

I’m in love with a man that I can’t let go

why hold on?

I’m in love with you still

Always will.

-Vitamin K