Just yesterday I heard some notes, where in it said if we dont respect Money then money will move away and find a different place. In this society, along with money everything else is taken away if money is gone. I am not happy with the troubles this money has caused in my relationship and the family be it with wife, parents, siblings. basically I could not handle more money and do not know what to do and ended up doing nothing but also got breakups in my relationships with all Ive been together with all because of this money. this is what I felt and I do agree to this.

malathi my wife is good at dealing with money, but because I dont get respect from her I dont want to give away all my earnings to her and this caused the big disturbance in me and I felt for my own betterment it is better I lose money

today another letter came on the long pending case running for last 3 years and causing so much pain to me internally and not letting me do anything. may be time has come to me to submit and face the finals. let them do whatever they want I dont really want to fight this and if they take everything let them.. either the third party takes money or some one else in the family will take money, but I will not be able to spend all that amount of money. this is the underlying feeling Im having