Its been 24 hours since I did the test and got the result, yesterday being friday Im busy with Office work but today Sat being off Im filled with idle mind and devils workshop as they say. One thing you need to do with covid positive means you need to isolate inside room and not step outside. so netflix, youtube etc Watching Movies so this is a luxury in a way, no other task for you, dont think of usual house tasks like food, dishes, clothes or kashni’s playtime. Im not supposed to step out and actually food also will come into your room. ideally best time if you are preparing for any exams or need full focus of 24 hours reading time. but Im using this time for watching movies.

if im not watching movies what would I be doing, either doing office work, or browsing some finance related channels or doing house chores and playing with kashni. Not sure why but though I feel like Im wasting time by watching/browsing, but Im not sure what should I doing if Im not doing this. I feel like I need to be doing some thing else but not sure what or where should I focus my efforts

should I be doing something, learning something different, or create something, or establish .. anything that needs business like ideas I cant handle dealing with people and get cheated at every step. All my life whatever I earned it has always been on job or my office efforts. should I extrapolate my office skills into my personality and into my life, this is again leading to a self assessment thoughts

first movie pushpa, then today morning some walking around and then suryavanshi movie and now shyam singha roy.. almost 3 movies and 4 hours or walk/food time .. its quite like one of the weekend holidays I used to get during boarding school days. good food and movie summarizes my free time.

dialogue from the movie that stuck my chords ..

ఈ సృష్టిలో ప్రతి పని రెండు విధాలుగా చేయొచ్చు, ఒక భయం తో రెండు ప్రేమతో..

In this world, any task can be performed in two ways, one way with fear and another way with love..

shyamsingaroy movie

just one line but I can write pages and pages of interpretation and inferences from this line.. but as they say sahithyam/literature lo anni kluptham gaa undali, inferences are left for audience..

కన్న వాళ్ళో కొన్నా వాళ్ళో నిర్ణయించేది కాదు నీ విలువ, నువ్వు ఎంత అనుకుంటే అంతా, నిన్ను నువ్వు నమ్మినంత

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