I wish I could Explode,burn down, shrivel up, turn cold.I wish I could vanish-dead, unnerved, vanquished. I wish I could disappear.Please take me away from here.I want to stop it all.I welcome the dreadful fall. To cease to exist,to lose reality,to stare at the sun,consumed by vulnerability. Fade from this life-sail away, take off, fly,hoping … More Explode (Poem)