The metaphysical theatre is open as long as the better than the best I've ever known comes back from this majestically festooned priceless discovery of life... upon the digital screen of divination the story of the metaphysical theatre continues... around the campfire of the serial multiverse... that's where the stories get endowed with divinity by faith... and even sometimes when alone up a wooden pole the line man alone hears the wind get into the telegraph wires and talk just to him... transferring my desire, over all the subconscious vibrational chanels... I am by awareness alone... creating my circumstances and situations sure... it is the deep awareness that bring the deep out to be known to one another...every evil plucked out of every place, there is no cause that is not serving my word... our salvation sure as circling sun... to know within is all that remains as purpose for change... as self is all that can be harnessed, disciplined utilized for the hitting of the mark, as many times as is the pleasure of Jesus Christ... whom brings life abundant right into me as my own... there is no sacrifice... commitment yes... sacrifice not at all... and this ritual is no burden... this commitment is weightless I assure, whom may allow that assurance... your investment is wise in immagination... in Jesus Christ store up treasures of renoun... I am with Jesus Christ... free from bondage and needful things of sustence... in Christ my desires fullfilment is sure... in Christ my way is secured... I need not consider how... only what I know is... only what I have chosen can be... the repitions of the practice become natural reaction... and our yoga of perception eases in its comfortable discipline... and also it's strenuous freedoms... less a sine wave of extremes... and more a gentle rolling line of rhythm... patience is a sign of inner strength and confidence in self which needs presence for God's law to function... if I need no shoes then I feel carefully every-steps sensation... every steps touch is where on earth Christ had given me to go... barefoot...all that sacred ground... there is only me and creation which springs up from in me... my great fortune is sub-atomic arrangement alone, and this is why no thieves, rust or moth can decay my worth... I am outside the constraints of time, and space... as I live through Christ... nothing that transpires now does not add to my fortune... as the "mentality" which is magnetic alignment ... the atomic arrangements altered to attract the desires experience... but why so much how?... I cannot know the how as a man... and this is ok with me... I get lost in the what I've chosen anyway... I study the phenomena... enraptured with the idea alone, but this idea... setting aflame the soul ...demands it be challenged by you and you should test the law of God to see for YOUR own self if it does or does not prove itself in experience... the law of God cannot be broken we find that we either wisely or unwisely use it in ignorance or awareness... if we do not know God's law which becomes written in the heart... then we are not aware of how we are causing our experience by choice... to be ever mindful is a great goal... I am excited about ceaseless mindfulness... I am excitedly enthusiastic about our greater understanding and experience... I am strong with a resolve but a not will or force, of feeble man... as patience proves all my dreams true... I am to find rhythm in Christ within me, rhythm of celebrations and joy... these reach my immagination... and in that holy awareness amplified joy is priceless to any... and sought after by all... my strengthened commitment keeps vigilant after desires fullfilment as it is aware that desires once fullfilled are replaced with new desires... so to rise well above our stations, without the old reprisals... rise well above man's impotency... well above the sensual perception of the incarnate jungle... even there surrounded by the field of crystalizing faith that takes and bestows without anyone's permission or command... save my own... by this alignment of perception I am that person whom owns, does and has all that which I had dreamed of having...being and doing... that natural and reasonable assumption becomes fact... as that assumption is the fact... others of similar vibrational alignment seek me out, and we two peas in a pod create the expectation fullfilled as my desires experience now... his desires fullfilled for him by him as my own ...I had dreamed to life by God's great gift to me... even we three or four or more be all fullfilled by the spirit... hour to hour each... and no number thought impossible... is impossible for God to heal... and awake within... slowly to learn this great mind of God enough for my own purposes... the true depth of the cup I drink is not measured by man's eyes... nor is man's knowledge enough alone... only through Jesus Christ... that is living in the end... living in the assured fullfilled supported sensation of total wealth in all my ways... in my reward I dwell... in confidence of God's victory over my old man of this world's wisdom... I dwell in these many bright points of healing light God offered me to enjoy... I have broken the seals upon my immagination and dream past the restoration of heaven on earth... through 1000 years of heavens regin to know that span was made for us to be within without the horrors of our old misalignment with truth... fully sympathetic and aligned with truth I find inside my desires fullfilment... not lead astray or decived... and to say you know that truth is a heavy burden you ignorantly hold... hold it for me if you will, but before it deflects from me back to you... I warn you... drop it!... hold every horror of the world you will for me... that is the hardest road to go upon... I reject the doubts and harbored evils of all men's minds... as Jesus Christ within me, has struck down all the inventions man would build to kill my children... and turned in upon themselves my enemies hack themselves to pieces, with the very weapons fashioned against me... how could you believe your hate would prosper you?... fools exploit the world while the wise transfigure it... if God causes all to be within without...I am that cause with no fault... no flaw in God's embrace... no matter how perception encompasses what is actual... I create the circumstance of my own salvation... through the Christ within my mind... he draws me unto him as all are drawn... born from within my own skull... I am the cause and the expirence of immaginations substance in motion... I speak here an actor upon this spectral stage, transforming from man to God, only your acceptance or rejection makes the change fullfill itself again ... by my faith I had traversed, the gap between my desire and it's fullfiment in my life... so all this text has shown a different time from which it came as from the time it was thought to be from... my presence in all time has no effort in accomplishment, I remembered I was already everywhere at all times... granting permission by my presence for those times, to be preserved as long as they themselves are needed to bring about the increase for all, while for none less is given... to him that has he gives a portion, to them that have not... then to awaken immagination in my neighbor whom had nothing, now witnessing God bloom out from within him... and seeing this world nuturing and caring wholly for his every comfort as though he was the King of this place... which indeed he had become... I am seeing everyone become aware of the causation of the phenomena of sensual experience... it is Jesus Christ whom is our trusted guide to Godhood in ourselves... self esteem raised to the necessary authentic love of self which is our original love for God... God loved us first... we are now becoming what God's greatest desire is for all of me... every self in my world to whom I know as myself pushed outward... everyone clearly embracing the law... to have then the promise fullfill itself in all men... the dream is God's alone, whom has given this greatness to us wholly without price... we are the well cared for children growing to be Adult Gods... I am... the value of my treasures reflected here on earth to draw them unto him who would save them from their own iniquity... I am... I hold nothing but the life giving spark that Jesus had brought to me... I increase this light by devotion to Christ within me... it is merely the returning of my attention to be wholly upon him within me... my blessings have no limit or end in Christ... from the distress of seperation I travel, by the concious searching and discovery of him within me... to a sanctuary I dreamt was real my phyisical body discovers its real presence as my home here... a phyisical home... that I allow to reflect heavens intent for me... that my desires fullfilment is apprehended by my choice ... I perceive the details of its form with gratitude ...I do not measure but pour forth in deep relief and joy... a sound of celebrations music... a broad strong sound that heaven proceeds from faith ... the singing that could not be equaled... I am not subject to the stale memories, whom cry out for recognition, in obscure mediocrity having succumbed to "common sense" they die in their own sin as a mercy to them... for then is seen a mercy in the dissolution of the phyisical... to be born again in perfection... we belong to the choice we have made, in ignorance or we choose what we belong to in wisdom... both equal in effort required to experience them each... and even one expirenced after the other there are no restricted scenes of immagination... the healing is not made to follow any one man but all... I had healed by my witnessing to Nevilles passing by in perfection, Neville had passed by me as God and my infirmites instantly healed in that scene of sacred truth... all of us made whole by his courage and faith in the one living God within me... I am... no doubt is able to emerge as credible... and should you choose those lesser phantoms, and shadows of darkness... we stand infinitely patient as the object of your hate to love, your confusion draining ...as you listen to your own words through me... in me you recognize yourself... as long ago I saw you in me... that union of Christ is not tampered with by human shortcomings... it is our birthright and inheritance... perhaps not wrought of this human intelligence... salvation is head and shoulders above the clever contrivances of mankind's weakness of understanding... having forgotten all the past wrong uses of my great power, my revision has removed all evil cause from places in my life now... every point of my own endorsement of evil is removed and replaced with the live time presence of Jesus Christ within myself... fully mindful of the potency in my attention and words the pure power in my emotions, mindful... to the purposes of the desire I be attentively ... drawn with synthetic immagination and painted with emotion... Christ makes straight all my crooked ways... to be the fullfilment of desires experience in immaginations substance... to be fully relieved of the desire psychologically and wholly emotionally... is to know no want of that desire... this is the confirmation of its swift emergence in the phyisical realm of dreams so loudly screaming to us as authority... me thinks this lady doth protest too much indeed lonely and seeking the deeper expirence between us... she knows could be real....I am as she... and if we two... between moments in time should meet... then to allow in exploration a union to bear desires form into my world... these children all grow to maturity in God's grace... sheltered from the world's many movements, storms and grotesque convulsions of ignorance pain... that victimhood has been allowed its own mercy to die, forever the architect of circumstance, no harm can find my way... only to be enriched, would you find me in the dream and jolly celebrations of now in Christ... in heaven's kingdom the feast goes eternally, just as below on earth remains ever as it was... all those fantastic visions of the world's destruction deflected, only return to the creator as their own experience... man's innermost self is this world... it's phantom reflection thought so solid by the carnal creature is indeed his own immagination scenes reflected upon the screen of space... his own experience wholly wrought by himself to be percivied by himself... in the very cradle of all power... standing in command at the center of all that is... and totally unaware of it... by denial... by irresponsibility man continues in his sufferings... and earnest, authentic acceptance of full responsibility for all I have made real... revised memory, by law attracting my desires fullfilment... it's magnetic momentum of the most solid forms of truth that so powerful in heaven on earth dissolve all forms of misalignment to the truth, I am aligned to my understanding of what I know is that desires purpose.... my expansion through eternity is not restricted by past successes... to know that the only attention that truly matters is my attention upon Christ and not the appearance of this world... falling away the secret desire for turmoil... I expirence peace, letting the secret pride in being poor... I expirence lavish opulence and the masses always attracted by the three false lights as I was... the three false lights of money, power and fame give way to the understanding that God creates all things and persons... how could money possibly be security? It is not... and power the longing for respect?.. if you had not ... your worldly power... would you still be respected then?... my measure here as good as another... if our principles of math agree... if not... I allow you all you would wish as perfection for yourself and others... but the old prayers merely cause harm upon those who would wish harm upon another... the new prayer then a mystery to them whom live by the sword... let them the dead bury themselves and follow me whom is within you...your own human immagination... chasing the things outward no longer... peace finds my heart... it's is the innocent childish view of perfection of Faith I desire... and indeed having felt its purity...feeling strong emotional connection to its bright truth I know it's experience is real now... simplifying all my wants they simply arise... no comprimise... only allowance of the truth without pushing against it in struggle... quiet certainty is having its way upon confidence... confidence in the truth a pleasent place to be... and goodness or the wanted is the course of my life... To unknow the known again?... perhaps always to never put upon another something I would not put upon myself... so in that seeing all this wonderful light shinning outwardly from them... I am aware only that all form is God and every character God... the very set and stage...every way I stand upon is God... every spot a pre ordained place of Christs power... I am... so never to be marginalized or cast aside... as I did exalut and hold in myself Christ as savior indeed one and only... so to say he as a way of knowing that from there I percieve... is to say I am Christ... the confounding of language and the concealer of divine power... the wicked tremble before the presence of Christ in me... fear in worldly men keep them held to the dust from which they came here now to return... dead in their sins... I follow Christ within me with my cross... just ahead he leads me through the ceremony of the coronation ... to be that which says yes to all that is... not as a vision of awareness of its presence... but from it... as all awareness ... through all points of time... I am... I write with brain seething a madman... and grasp more than cool reason could ever know... common sense decays in stagnation and death as my flights of fancy guild godly halls... I laugh I am afraid at science whom tyrants hoped would seal their grasp forever upon my freedom... they all again move under compulsion they do not understand themselves to serve my own benefit... they are compelled to bring about all my heartfelt desires to uplift all mankind... moving by the very power of God's might... the unimaginative cold hearts serve me in their own alignment... the state of each held as truth in each... that power not mocked becomes the circle of stories that completed the unification in time our souls had made this place to awaken within as God... I am the desire to be free from want, in that fullfilment I witness myself fullfilled already... to stretch the mind out by effort seems foolish... recording the reaction from the world of only effect... this practice holds awareness in this world of effect ... our purpose being the realization of the process of our own experience... unfolding the mystery reveals the treasure map... and you had written with Christ that document to find sure your location upon it... to be in command of the small rudder the turns this mighty ship... I am captain of the crew these 12... they do not take their names until called as disciples or the disciplined aspects of my own being-mind... first called is Simon or my spiritual hearing... Simon only hears that which contributes to my happiness... he cannot hear the murmuring and complaints only allowing benifit to enter my awareness... Simon attentive only to the true voice of Jesus already within me alive... and now called Peter, he is a friend and sweet voice of praise... second Andrew is my courage to walk by Faith... without shoes or coat or no money, God did make way for me to know him... Andrew rejects appearance in the world knows only Christ within me my salvation from all that would have been without him... the next two disciples third and fourth are brothers... James and John, James the righteous judge and his brother John the beloved... justice to be wise is adjudicated with love... the administration of God's justice requires a blindfold, it does not seek after evidence in the world of appearances of our being... the required judgement made through disciplined perception... only renders its object of judgement to be filled with God's love and instantly made whole, made even as God is... these two James and John forgive all men in righteous judgement they each only see Christ within each... Phillip is the fifth disciple and wants nothing more than to see God the Father... Jesus spoke from within Phillips bossom, and tells him that no man sees the Father... but I, the Son, whom dwelleth in your bossom ... have revealed him ... to you, when you see me, the Son you see the Father within me... so in gratitude... I am to Phillip... whom persists in his desire to see God, my desire fullfilled... his want brings me my own sweet relief ... Phillip in his persistence makes the word flesh... if Simon allow only the dignified visitor into my house then ... Phillip persisted until the visitor arrives...he is continuous in belief, until my desire is embodied in its flesh... Bartholomew is awakened immagination which is the awareness that I am creating my own experience through Christ... Bartholomew ultimately the sixth disciple... called to provide the capacity to conceive your own idea that lifts you above the limitations of men... Thomas the doubter, the seventh of disciples... doubts and rejects all that is not in harmony with my fullfilled desire... Thomas knows he is in health...and having heard news of illness... rejects it as it is not as Simon commanded to be allowed to enter... protecting me from any unwanted suggestion or imagery Thomas stands guard against the world's faithlessnes infecting me... Matthew is the eighth disciple this quality of my mind exposes my desires as the word of God spoken to me... my desires fullfilled are the path I walk in faith... without sin I am fullfilled in the awareness of the truth of God's word... God's word is my desire, illuminated by Christ... known by belief... Matthew confirms that my wants are God speaking to me, even asking me to test the law... Matthew knows that man will never know how, but his belief in what is sufficient for its expression... disciple numbered nine is James the son of Alphaeus, this is my power of discernment... discernment used rightly clarifies my desires phyisical expression... I discern in a clairvoyance that could seem as mystical or magic to those whom see without disciples assistance... discernment is very quiet and swift and the devils of the world cannot apprehend it... nor angles dare know the potency of Jesus Christ within him... I alone hear Jesus speaking only to me, his gentle guidance is my discernment.... Thaddaeus is the tenth disciple to whom I owe my praise... he makes my gratitude swell, I sing these thanks forever in awe!... thanksgiving awake within me is Thaddeus... praising God within me... I am grateful to know Thaddaeus whom amplifys the all the sweet tender kindness to be showered upon me... the desert blossoms as a rose ... the eleventh disciple is Simon of Canaan whom in his presence reaffirms the importance of sound and even more, the paramount importance of hearing only the Good sound, or Good news... Simon of Canaan the third gatekeeper of entrance to the temple... only allows the Gospel or Goodspell of Jesus Christ... to be within me as that I know is freedoms circle ... Only aware of Jesus Christ's solid real form... praise you Simon of Canaan.... now to the twelfth of these true friends of Jesus, whom loves his brother more than himself whom lays down his own life for his brother... is thought of as Jesus, crucifixion... his crucified body dead to arise again on the third day... but what of Judas? Whom spilled out his bowls upon the earth for Christ?... whom at compulsions command betrayed Jesus to the Romans... and in that betrayal the biblical sacrifice of the perfect lamb is allowed... was that Judas whom if counted loyal would have condemnd all mankind to everlasting hellfire?... Judas whom already held the purse of the king needed badly, sixty more pieces?... Judas whom having made the bargain then spills out his bowls upon the earth and dies?... I can find no condemnation in Judas... I know he followed the most difficult of instructions... perhaps by merit of the fact that of all the twelve, Judas is the most hated... in the world... by that merit he must be most lovable of all disciples by showing us the importance of letting go... of allowing yourself to trust Jesus words and follow them in phyisical experience... in the incarnate let go and allow God to make real all the grandest of my own desires... I am fullfilled in the awareness of Jesus Christ within me.... as Judas abandoned his life here and let go his inner most self to be with God... I let go... I eat without price, I buy without money... in Faith I need not know how... all the incredulous laughter and sarcastic self righteous certainty has not moved a whit the TRUTH... so to only Christ within I turn all attention all the time... interrupted occasionally by greatness, opulence overflowing, and supreme love nuturing all my ways and means... do money changers now come begging you a honorable place in heaven?... no... I only have a single place there... Jesus Christ alive and awakened within me... that is majesty a lowly stage such as the metaphysical theatre cannot convey, yet you in brazen impudence in stubborn persistence did open the door and go within... now no luxury not known or delight not present, the unearthly music of higher forms, filtering through sometimes... allowed to add the increase by law... all is perfect order and grace... no want or woe can be here with we whom cast it down below us... I am saved and in no need with Jesus Christ alive and awakened within me... I cannot be moved by mortal antics... as the faith that pleases God in me has not wavered or hesitated... mortal prayers to Satan and his ilk, all evaporate as phantoms with me... only Christ is the living God... life is simple, contrary to death... I recognize life over death as a use of the wisdom in me... confusion dwelled within over extended periods of time must be secretly desired... go deeper within those quiet parts of your within and listen to the faint sounds there... root out all those unwanted causes and there leave Christ, alive awake... power over death... I am not deceived or tempted... I am the way the TRUTH and the life... so the radical change of attitude having taken hold in subconscious... bears out the evidence of outward change and the subtle old causes are wiped away as dirt or grime, polished with love to a bright shine... new cause superior in every way even leaving the room for next improvement... thereby aware of its own presence as temporary... aware of its role as a solution to be experienced by me... I am as well learning to remove myself as an obstruction to my own solution... I am free from being in the way of anyone, or anything... I have no convenience to monitor... or am I inclined to allow a sense of security to be placed in the world... security is the power to escape the world ... it's pleasures and pains... security is only the salvation of Christ within me... any sense of any effect being greater than another is illusory... and all in the phyisical world is effect... testing cause I escape death and decay... testing cause I know now God... I test cause as long as he would have me ... I expirence the effect of his law and stand in content and awe... in sweet relief and serene peace... I am with Christ within me... wine aged to the appointed time of the feast, warehouses and vats full of God's greatest season... bring the musicians dancers cooks and maids... my feast shall run seven days... on earth... heavens feast never ends... to be reclaimed from my weakness is the same desire have we all... to see in our world the desires form is the cause ... to believe there it is now... seeing it feeling it's form right here now... already in our world within us convinced, its shadow appears in its clothing of incarnate world... and again God's law, seen in its mechanics of movement...apprehension makes the immaginations substance the substance of the phyisical dream... yet again the same circle complete... then if needed to repeat this sacred movement again and again as many times as my God tells me to do... I do... my attention and entertainment, each have little to desire on their own... so to greater thoughts and feelings... greater expirence and greater works in Christ within me... imaginal action is the synthetic solution to all dilemma... and also expansion to perfection beyond that cessation of all dilemma... to be impressed subconsciously with awareness of God's law... is to know a solution for every unique circumstance, situation or person, thing in life... immagination is the solution and more... for rightly used... it has lifted a wretched creature of ignorance to the place of God himself and in that no blasphemy... or transgression but fullfilment of the law of our Father... in me... My father in me expressed within me out into the telegraph wire, allowing the whispers of the wind in that which I believe I am to speak to the operators along the length... and within myself this outer world changes as I saw... it conforms to absolute power which does not corrupt but breathes everlasting life into the form it chooses... breathing life, into every awareness it had touched...even all ...I am. Growing on trees each symbol the awareness dubbed value... but each tree yielding fruit was all my own ... if they stop picking furiously and be still with God a while, they indeed may then propagate orchards larger than any seen before... but within self the trees must be planted in Faith... for any rearrangements made by phyisical hand alone without immagination, swiftly returns to the original expression... man's physical tampering without immagination is only a vain readjustment of temporary surfaces... it will not last... so my dwelling with Christ though called foolishness by the world... became the greatest most practical investment I've ever made... all my heart invested in all my soul living in, all my strength toward my ever continuing walk with Christ within me... that is enough reason to want to carry on in excitement and anticipation... God's law showing might, majesty and power all through my life, every aspect of myself... shining now brilliance and priceless worth is flowing out to be taken from me as a gift I would offer myself... offered you... though the outcome not so important to me, to you perhaps it may be very important... attention grows that which it beholds... the subjective creates the objective experience... to climb the mountain from the top I begin... and to live in Christ within me I begin as Christ himself... calling self to myself deep to deep, emerge and bring the weight of God's word to the world... no consideration for fears many characters... the winding eternal twists through four dimensions and cannot be comprehened by 3rd dimensional awareness unless misdescribed as a cube within a cube... out of a wholeness that is truly "real"... comes this reflection of the true wholeness within self... as a world surrounding that awareness... the phyisical experience is the actual dream which all substance is made of... your immagination is the conduit to heaven from the world here... within immagination troy unburns... all dilema calmed... all the drama had already settled itself in a diplomatic solution of genius ... above the sensual perception of gross material action alone... I am in the subtle command of a higher dimensional being whom is myself perfected and guiding this 3rd dimensional self to success... as the result came, I am aware of the expansions course... I am with the grander subtle revolution of spirit... understanding that pours out like water to fill the earth with God's word... Jesus Christ awakened in all beings is heaven on earth... we bring our mood into its clothing of incarnate reflection... as all must be expressed if held with Christ in Faith... but held in Christ with faith what then could be my reward?... greater above all desire is my gratitude for God's law... as without it I know surely, what would have been... in his presence my opulent efulgence shines... but even in my splendor I remain humble, aware of where my being had come... forgiveness for all states of awareness in all... I am... to make every moment a soft and sweet, interval of support and trust and love, each moment as that blessing in multiplication... time a blessing to the world... an explosive presence of all wanted experience...all wanted circumstance, surrounding me it's engineer... that grace of results from Christ carry me into heights I could not have known without Jesus Christ within me as my immagination he makes the dream a place where I grow into the evolved being of Faith... a way to be within that had brought all our desires into being... practiced to stronger capacity... to greater stature... if only to slip the bonds of limitation then... how could this be a loss?... no resistance to the truth of God's word within me... I prosper by Faith I am saved by Christ's grace, Christ's light to show the way I go... by the way I have felt these changes within... this way of knowing that the world of reflection must reflect it ... that evidence is there in so many ways... if I look I see the desires fullfilment everywhere in everything... it is well to be without its want... I am the witness of its arrival... I am more than an overcomer, sure... opulence overflowing into expanding awareness forever is more than overcoming... in a certain commitment between myself and myself victorious... the process of my own subconscious impressions emerging as life... this simplicity is reflected in my life... the subjective creates the objective experience and why be overly concerned?... perhaps not yet do you fully trust Christ? Trusting Christ ... Faith has made a life from my once dead plastic forms of shadows moving... into a burning living Christ within me the light aflame in this world with Gods word... all the sermons and churches, and all Christendom to hear the good news... fear was always fear... allowing that which it chooses to be... to be... love was always love... to save this world... love created... to save itself, then without romance... love guides these the children of God into promised land ... into redemption the salvaged, sinners to saints had marched the gauntlet... to be saved eternally alive.