alone as i watch the roller-boys go

i sit, i see your eyes as they glow

in the back of my mind, your face appears

the thought of you soothes, then gone are my fears

i wish you were here

and i weren’t alone

and i wipe my tears

i stare at my phone

the girls roll on, in their lovers hands

strobe lights flash, hair blown by the fans

i want to be graceful

a bird in the wind

i know this won’t happen

how i’ll never win