These days, I've been pondering over things. Or rather, attempting to declutter whatever stuff that is going through my mind. Sometimes thoughts overlap and shift back and forth which draws in a massive amount of hatred - for oneself and the world.

Now it's interesting to say that I'm pretty jaded again... Days of sleepless nights and drafting meaningless conversations knowing that at the end of the day, when I'm alone in my room, in my safe space and in the arms of a cuddly dog. I should be fine.

Re-organizing. perhaps in a more easier explanation: Managing priorities and diligently writing down things to accomplish for the day. Be it changing of bed sheets, taking shorter showers, managing sleeping schedules and completing assignments on time.

Overwhelming it seems. But feasible nonetheless. I think I just need a break for the coming days, weeks, months when the Storm settles for a bit and the mind is cleared of blockages. I will be alone in the meantime.

And know it'll all be worth it. Because the universe always has my back.

Jennifer will be fully charged again.