Inspiration and Creativity. They are some big English words, right? Not only because it sounds all fancy but also because of the weight and expectations these words carry. They are expected from each and everyone of you since the millisecond you're parents are aware that they will be having a baby. Frankly it ain't negative and nor is expecting from anyone. What causes a lot of stress and weight age of these words in your life is your self expression and thoughts.
You might be wondering what makes me an expert in it? I am not an expert but a survivor. Just like billions of people, I have been through the burden of expectations.Luckily none of it came from my parents. They always believed in the fact that whatever I chose will be best for me and they will support me at every step of my life irrespective of the situation. Because if I don't fall, how will I ever learn. The burden of expectations arrived after school and that was completely self imposed. But doesn't that ever happen to everyone? The simple answer to this is because I always wanted to do something different and be ahead of the Rat Race. I didn't want to be just a statistical number. I wanted to do something that I would be proud of. But just like every other student I was stuck with science or commerce. After getting done through junior college, I pretty much had a revelation. I had decided that after getting a substantial degree.I would do something my heart desires. But there was always a self doubt that I do not have any creativity nor an inspiration. How can I do something innovative and productive. Yes I wanted to excel in studies but there was always something missing.
After completing my graduation, I realized that I do not need this self inflicted trauma nor I am in the rat race with anyone. The competition has always been with me and then finally I found my niche.My inspiration.My creativity through social media. But going public and giving Freedom of judgement scared me. But with the help and support of my mother I did it and now here I am.
Blogging seems to be glamours and about modeling, free things but try to look into the struggles, public judgement and hard work that follows. Along with being creative in the field of fashion and styling,I can write my heart out in my blogs, just like what I am doing now. This isn't a cry for help nor I am acting like a victim. It is everyone's journey. If you like something do it irrespective of what the society says, When you'll give it your all and enjoy what you like, you will get one important thing and that is FREEDOM.
And FREEDOM is what I got in abundance after graduation.I finally realized on the day of my convocation that I am a GRADUATE and not only that but I am also living my dream. It might seem almost non existent to many of you people but the small successes, the appreciation and most importantly the proud feeling I get after filming, writing and putting up my content is irreplaceable. Do not wait for something huge to happen in life. Things aren't going to come your way if you don't work for it. Find happiness and freedom in whatever you do. After all it's your life and you are the boss of it.
Thank you so much for reading
It was difficult for me to put words to my feelings and express it but I tried my best
Just remember You are not alone but you are also your only savior.
Keep smiling and living life optimistically
Kiran Dani
P.S- The quality of the pictures are compromised as it was clicked from a phone and not Dslr
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