i can't stop having these visions of love. children around me. flowers in our garden and the ocean in the back yard. i walk out in to that time before it turns into morning while you are sti… Read More
A problem sign is when the guy's best quality is being nice. Think about this one. Being nice is easy. Anyone can be nice. It’s the fall-back-on trait when every other aspect of his pe… Read More
and in the midst of learning a lot and finding myself more capable than ever before...i am dealing with the drama of my personal life that would be funny if it wasn't mine. my ex beloved see… Read More
oo I am not going to lie. i look at people on facebook and i don't know them and i have just discovered that facebook photos are so deceiving. You look and see a beautiful creature in the ph… Read More
I was two weeks into college when September 11th had me glued to the TV as i watched the planes hit the towers over and over again and just when I thought I couldn't cry anymore because I ha… Read More
i turned a wrong corner and walked straight into a mob of football fans yesterday. i couldn't turn back as there were no streets to turn into and there were too many people to even cut acros… Read More
When someone calls him "dirty Jew" even though he is my ex husband and even though we have been at deep opposition and I have hated him sometimes...I want to kill the people who say it and I… Read More
Guilt makes you stop living. You did it. Yes you did. Okay. Assume it. Expect the backlash but don't stop moving.I say this because there is no use for you to be guilty. You can't change wha… Read More
In each one of us there is an Egypt and a Pharaoh and a Moses and Freedom in a Promised Land. And every point in time is an opportunity for another Exodus. -t freeman Read More
How do you know you have an addiction? When in its absence you hurt and if you take a little bit of a substitute it satisfies a little. You got a sugar addiction...well a little chocolate w… Read More
it's very simpleif you want to love you have to riskif you want me you have to put me in and stop rescuing the needyyou've got a mouth. two hands. two feet.tell me. take me. WALK to me or WA… Read More
"Each time you love, love as deeply as if it were foreverOnly, nothing is eternal." -audre lorde"My anger has meant pain to me but it has also meant survival, and before I give it up I'm goi… Read More
Corinthians 13"And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not love, I am… Read More
i always feel like i can take on my life. i am not down on myself. he isn't mean and i don't feel like i "need" him. he gives me a perspective to things. told me that it looked to him that i… Read More
i love a lot of people but this man is special. without trying he takes care of me. looks into me.i don't have a stick to measure anything...all i know is that he stayed with me. did everyth… Read More
when i was a child my first memories were of my mother asking g-d to kill her. i would wake and hear her crying. i would sit up in the corner on the room and see her arms outstretched pleadi… Read More
if you needed 100 would you take 75?this is the thing i have been asking myself all day. if i needed more than what you would be willing to share with me...should i even bother?if we don't w… Read More
i make a lot of promises but i am going to make this one to myself. as a challenge to myself. to stop. not should or it would be advisable....no I mean really it is not a choice here. if i w… Read More
he said, "tolerant understanding will help all of us reach our full potential." and it stuck with me all day.i am not tolerant and not understanding. it's so true. but i have to be and want… Read More
I am in Morocco for a lot of reasons but I guess the first reason being that when I was still in college and really confused about the world as sept 11th had just happened, I was in a govern… Read More