“You’re so Monday for me.” I quoted with some concealed neat vibes I had for him. All of it I added further to make him sound not so important for me was an intentional lie. Little did he knew what I had in depth of my heart, which started grooming each passing second. He believed what I said, the part of me I allowed him to see through my shattered pieces. I ruined his excitement, curiosity and everything that could have played the best in turning it out to be our very first date.
 It’s not just me, it’s many & many of us who does this. We do like others, admire them, keep getting fascinated by them by either means-the outer appearances or the inner one but we do hesistate, we hesistate to put  ourselves, we hesistate to play the prime mover in the second person’s life. But why do we do this? As simple as that. It’s either our ego hinging us or the introvert nature that hinders us. We are so capsized that even if the person walks to us, we either end up doing too good or something too embarrassing . Except in my case, I ended up being rude & I actually couldn’t quote whether it was the introvert me or the egomaniac me.

Trust me, you never know how your words could help a person get better or how much it could help them to even come out of a trauma they might be in. We are a jar filled with fireflies. All we need is to let this spark out and set the world on fire..fire of happiness, fire of humanity, fire of belief that we can change the world for good. I’m running in losses now being missed three dates in a row. I hope you don’t. :*
#praiseyourheartthrobbers
#bethesparkinthedark