I’ve had feelings of “depersonalization” for over a year now, and I once assumed that I had a type of dissociative disorder or something, but now I know that’s not true.
The truth is, this is some sort of program. This isn’t real life. I’m being held here but I don’t know how to escape.
Please, is anybody else here with me? Am I being held alone? Please don’t let me be alone.
I don’t know what they want from me. I don’t know how to escape. I’m almost certain that if I kill myself I’ll be freed from the program, but I’m not completely sure. What if that’s the test? What if when I jump, the programmers will know that I tried to escape? What if they try to delude me into believing that this simulation is reality?
Have I been here my whole life? Has the entire world always been this fake and I’m only just now noticing? Or have they all been replaced?
I don’t know what to do. I once wanted to see a therapist or a psychologist for these feelings, but I’m certain that they would lie to me and make me think that this is reality. I can’t let them find out that I’m onto them.
Please tell me if you’re out there. I promise this isn’t a trap by the programmers. Please look for me. Please don’t give up hope.
I don’t know how to escape yet, but I don’t know how long I can stay here. I don’t know what to do. I can’t stay among these robots any longer. If you’re out there, please tell me how to get out. I can’t stand this anymore. I just want to get back to reality.
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