I don't talk about my work/job/workplace but recently I Mentioned Jason's job and how it was throwing me off in ways I didn't expect.

I've talked to Jason about this and he said that he thinks I might do well in a position like his (in the field he's vaguely in) and that he could probably help "train me up" in a year or so, and that's something I'm actually considering.  A change.  

I don't know that it's a change that will or would actually happen, but maybe giving myself some training in an area completely different to the one I'm in isn't the worst idea in the world, even if it's not free to take courses and tests and things.  Maybe I'll take one and be like "this works for my Brain, I like it a lot!" or maybe I'll be neutral or maybe I won't like it at all, I don't know.  

So Jason has sent me links to courses and things in the area he works in and while it's all gobbledygook to me, I might sign up for something in the next... while...?

I don't know.  I'm still only medically cleared to work the part time amount I'm working right now so it's kind of a moot point right now.

But learning is good for your brain right?  So maybe no harm no foul in the long run other than some money spent?

I mentioned it very casually to my parents and they said that it would be a great loss for me to not continue doing what I'm doing as they feel I'm very good at it, but I haven't explained to them how I do not feel valued or supported or content or happy.

And to be honest, I don't know how much of that is me and my "stuff" vs an issue with the job itself vs an issue with my current higher ups (etc) and well now I feel like I'm getting into the "don't talk about it" territory so I'll just say lalalalalalalalala and move right on.

But yeah... maybe a course.