I do not like the transition from sleeping or semi-sleeping to getting out of bed.  

I don't know if anyone *likes* that moment or feeling or time but it really struck me Sunday morning how it is a real not great moment for me.

I'm not quite sure what it is... the knowing that Effort is needed?  That comfort is going to go away?  Taking on the day and the anxious thoughts that brings?  All of the above?

And it's not even on days when I'm super tired - like on Sunday I didn't have an alarm on, I was just sort of like ok, it's time to get up now and still... the effort of actually Waking up and getting out of bed seemed completely unreasonable.

It's a little bit weird somehow, and maybe now that I'm aware of it and thinking about it I can change it.  Or maybe it'll continue to be something I "just have to deal with", I don't know.  Does anyone love waking up?