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I know I haven't been on here much lately, but I've definitely been thinking of things to Write. And then I do, and then I don't write. It's odd, I know.
Ever since I was a wee sass I have looked to writing as a type of meditation-but given that I haven't really been meditating in the traditional sense lately I guess it is no wonder I haven't been writing here either.

There has been so much change this year.
 so.much.change.
I feel like I can hardly get my feet on solid ground-but I keep trying-that counts for something right?
I firmly believe that even difficult changes (especially difficult changes) lead to positive outcomes-and even though I totally don't "get" that yet I have full faith that it will happen.

so for right now I just sit here with my faith-and wait to see what my new normal looks like. I feel as though loss is a freezing (for self preservation) and grief is a thawing out. I kid you not, there is part of me that is dumbfounded by summer advertising on tv because in my mind its only February (the month when my Nani passed away). Calendar wise I am still there. People ask me what my plans are for the 4th of July and I blink a couple times and end up saying "I'll see you next year".  I feel as though I am just going to have to give myself this year to embrace change, recalibrate my life and then 2016 I will go about with my normal type A self.

Until then I will just ride this wave, this season of life-because when it comes down to it, I have no choice. I will hunker down and learn about myself and what this year is trying to teach me. (one lesson being-I need to learn how to ask for help-its not a weakness-it just is).

If you've made it this far-meaning: the length of this post or the age of this blog; I thank you-this has been more helpful than you know.
MUAH



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