I can't kick myself for not preparing enough. How can I remind myself of this?It hard to compensate for forgetfulness when it's met with defensiveness. It may annoy my spouse but I find… Read More
My first real week before school and I"m excited, nervous and genuinely positive and enthusiastic.Big things are coming our way. My kids' future is bright!I suppose this is wear the OCD is a… Read More
Today I lost a person that wasn't close to me but was a part of my life.He was a colleague and although we weren't besties, we spent a good portion of our worklife working together.His work… Read More
There is a pet peeve I have. I don't like to go to bed with the kitchen a mess. I prefer to have the sink clean before I go to bed.When I cook, which is 80% of the time, this is done.When my… Read More
I am spent. I am tired. I am hurt. I want to just ball myself and cry. I feel alone. Why? Am I strong? I feel weak. I feel tired. I feel alone. Yet I must suppress and remain strong for… Read More
Is it ok to feel hollow?Is it ok to just sit in a dark corner of my stump and just be?I want love. I want shelter. I want protection even though I don't need it. I want someone to want me so… Read More
I’ve spent the today and most of yesterday in a haze.I don’t know how to get out of it. I feel like a doll with vacant eyes.I know it shows.I don’t try to pretend.Will… Read More
I wish he still wrote me love letters.I wish to feel the safeness of being intertwined.I have a hole.It’s this emptiness feeling that doesn’t go away with food.It’s a sadne… Read More
Stop asking "if you can do me a favor." You are not asking for a favor. It's not like it's your responsibility and you are asking for a favor. You tell and you say, I need you to. There… Read More
You ever getting into an argument with someone and they turn it into a psychological analysis of your person?I'm in a point where it seems everything I feel is turned on me and what I feel i… Read More
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