2017-11-04 22:25
I'm scared, I'm pissed, I'm fifty-two, and I'm fighting for my life.
It's an ugly story.
Waiting, and wondering why I'm sitting on my bed on Saturday morning, delaying the inevitabl… Read More
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Lifting the Veil. Showing the man behind the curtain. Arising from the Illusion of Reality
2017-11-04 21:57
I'm young and I'm foolish, I've made bad decisions
I block out the news, turn my back on religion
Don't have no degree, I'm somewhat naïve
I've made it this far on my own
But latel… Read More
2017-10-21 16:31
Stand For what?!
You want me to stand for a song that continues to remind me of all the harms that have done me wrong?
Stand for what?!
For your Army that none of our sons truly belong
St… Read More
2017-10-17 22:11
Running like a dog
Fighting like a bitch too much
And you just can't stand it, baby
Even when I fall
You don't seem to give two shits
'Cause you're just too cool, baby
We could ha… Read More
2017-09-21 11:42
I have a foreboding of an America in my children's or grandchildren's time -- when the United States is a service and information economy; when nearly all the manufacturing industries have s… Read More
2017-09-20 15:41
Even the stars and the moon don't shine quite like we do
Dreamers searchin' for the truth
Go on, read about us in the news
Pretty reckless, pretty wild
Talking shit and we'll just smile… Read More
2017-09-06 02:01
They may
defeat you,
burn you,
insult you,
injure you,
and abandon you,
but they
will not
shall not
and cannot
destroy you,
for I,
like Rome,
were built on ashes,&nbs&hell…Read More
2017-08-16 14:22
I used to live in the darkness
Dress in black, act so heartless
But now I see that colors are everything
Got kaleidoscopes in my hairdo
Got back the stars in my eyes, too
Yeah, now I s… Read More
2017-08-10 12:33
I have a foreboding of an America in my children's or grandchildren's time -- when the United States is a service and information economy; when nearly all the manufacturing industries have s… Read More
2017-06-25 20:29
1966 NASA Document Reveals Future Goal of Engineered “Climate Modification”
Two Primary Documents Featured in this Story: “Present and Future Plans of Federal Agencies in… Read More
2017-06-20 20:39
I don't want to hold your gaze
I'm scared what I might see there
Found myself locked in this place
I'm a burning fire
Peace may come
I hope it won't take long
Just a fail I cannot… Read More
2017-06-12 17:31
Take me to the desert
Where there's got to be
A whole heap of nothing
For you and me
Take me to the desert
Take me to the sand
Show me the colour of your right hand.
Love is a temp… Read More
2017-04-07 16:36
Come you masters of war
You that build all the guns
You that build the death planes
You that build all the bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know… Read More
2017-04-07 16:36
Come you masters of war
You that build all the guns
You that build the death planes
You that build all the bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know… Read More
2017-03-21 13:56
So the billionaire globalist scum David Rockefeller is dead.
A person who could have used his insane wealth to help man kind instead spent his years hoarding cash, working with other lucife… Read More
2017-01-29 19:58
On Saturday, January 28, 2017 we begin the year of the Fire Rooster. Get ready for a ride!
Year of the Rooster
The Rooster is renowned for cocky behavior, strutting around the barnyard and d… Read More
2017-01-29 13:47
Edward Snowden believed that the government fundamentally “had noble intents,” as did the American people. However, admitting he was naive, Snowden discusses the upper echelons o… Read More
2017-01-28 16:56
One of the most interesting words in the English language today is the word `fuck'.
It is a magical word.
Just by its sound it can describe pain, pleasure, hate and love. In language it fal… Read More
2017-01-22 15:11
Just imagine how much power and influence all the women marching today could have if the centered their protests into a cohesive direction, like stopping the bombings and wars of aggression;… Read More
2017-01-22 14:56
You may not like how things are going.
You may not agree with those who seem to have power over your happiness.
But here is a great secret of life:
You have way more influence than you reali… Read More
2017-01-20 01:37
When he shall die, take him and cut him out in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun Read More
2017-01-19 07:28
How much can a man take?
How much pain before a heart can break?
I placed my life into your hands, but now....
....I've got to change my plans.
Just for a while,
I'm going to hold back my te… Read More
2016-12-22 17:56
I have a delayed reaction.
To heartache.
To grief.
To loss.
And then it hits me.
The anguish.
All at once.
As if the sky is falling.
Raining bullet tears down to the floor of the ocean… Read More
2016-12-02 16:06
People who have a mental illness can’t take care of themselves and they are going to end up on the street. Their behavior destroys families and relationships.
Their behavior is destro… Read More
2016-11-28 16:03
So to the folks that have felt opposition regarding or ignored this matter. . .please, please take a moment look at the movement that is taking place!!
It is so beautiful, so raw, and so po… Read More
2016-11-25 16:22
The bigger your awakening bliss... the harder you will fall...
A person can struggle to fully awaken, if they’ve already had one or more smaller awakenings. Because they lock-on to tha… Read More
2016-11-24 09:59
The Buddha said people are deluded.
This Is why when they act they fall into the river of endless rebirth. And when they try to get out they only sink deeper. And all because they don't see… Read More
2016-11-23 12:03
Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.
Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you,
and the ol… Read More
2016-11-22 05:44
I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what's coming next
Or scared of having n… Read More
2016-11-19 11:59
I am only 24 years old, yet I have actually already chosen my last tie. It’s the one that I will wear on my funeral a few months from now. It may not match my suit, but I think it&rsqu&hell…Read More
2016-11-18 13:27
Please follow me on Facebook by clicking on link on the left.
Here us a link to my GoFundMe fundraiser.
https://www.gofundme.com/d4-help-the-helper?utm_source=internal&utm_medium=email… Read More
2016-11-18 10:34
Fighting flames of fire
Hang onto burning wires
We don't care anymore
Are we fading lovers?
We keep wasting colors
Maybe we should let this go
We're falling apart, still we hold together
We'… Read More
2016-11-18 09:57
For what it’s worth: It’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I trust you have the s… Read More
2016-11-18 09:29
As long as I am alive, and with my last breath, I protest!
Stop this fighting....and end all wars!!!
Come you masters of war
You that build the big guns
You that build the death plane… Read More
2016-11-15 00:49
To children and old men that wait to die, and if you need to cry.
Cry for your brother walking the street beside you and when you need me, put your arms around anyone and give to them what y… Read More
2016-10-22 03:23
You have mercury in your teeth; you’ve been injected dozens of times with mercury, aluminum and multiple other excitotoxins and neutoxins, you’re breathing nanaparticle aluminum… Read More
2016-10-05 00:14
Someone recently asked me how I felt about being diagnosed with lymphoma. I told them it felt like I had been dropped in the middle of the sea with no lifejacket, no boat - no equipment to h… Read More
2016-08-30 04:23
A year ago I started writing a few posts about how I needed to focus on my health. But was very busy with Project Phoenix Rising.
I recently closed the project with a 100% success rate.
I… Read More
2016-08-08 05:20
Being happy isn’t very good for the economy.
If we were happy with what we had, why would we need more?
How do you sell an anti-aging moisturiser?
You make someone worry about aging… Read More
2016-08-01 15:29
When you are emotionally manipulated into choosing who to vote for because fear of the other person scares you more than the insane person on your team, well, I mean.... come on..... really?… Read More
2016-07-25 03:17
I cannot be part of a world where men dress their wives as prostitutes by showing everything that should be cherished.
Where there is no concept of honor and dignity, and one can only rely… Read More
2016-07-23 22:03
What is it about society that disappoints you so much?
Is it that we collectively thought Steve Jobs was a great man even when we knew he made billions off the backs of children?
Or maybe i… Read More
2016-07-17 00:18
Question: Why do we hate?
Answer: Because we are ignorant.
We are taught to hate by ignorant people, who were taught an ignorant thing; that there are 4 or 5 different races. Thi… Read More
2016-07-05 17:26
I believe that everyone has the right to an opinion, unless your opinion is stupid.I grew up learning that you should respect everyone’s opinions, no matter how different from your own… Read More
2016-07-03 16:18
Don't buy into today's patriotic crap. The 4th of July patriotic nonsense is designed to make you an unthinking tool of the right. The American Revolution is the biggest hoax perpetrated on… Read More
2016-06-30 18:40
I'm being dragged down, down by the hand
The hand of a golden giant man
He's crushing my knuckles
Splitting my skin
He says,
"he'll let go if only I'd ask it of him"
He says
"Boy, it's your… Read More
2016-06-30 16:32
It is important to understand that mystical religion is radically different from non-mystical religion in insisting that nothing short of direct experience of God is enough.
It is not enoug… Read More
2016-05-19 20:34
re·search (ˈrēˌsərCH,rəˈsərCH)
noun
1. the systematic investigation into and study of materials and sources in order to establish facts and reach ne… Read More
2016-02-26 02:04
I knew someday that you would fly away, for love's the greatest healer to be found, so leave me if you need to, I will still remember...
Fly on, fly on past, the speed of sound, I'd rather s… Read More
2016-01-23 21:02
With the passing of a dear friend and great scholar, Acharya trusted in the statement,
"Love is the power over all."
Most are aware by now that a tragedy occurred as Acharya S/D… Read More
2016-01-22 17:08
Why did you do what you did?
You, you might as well just tell the honest truth...See, I'm not really down with this.
This ain't no texting shit.
I don't really have much to say, other… Read More
2016-01-22 16:24
So much pressure
Why so loud?
If you don't like my sound
You can turn it down
I got a road
And I walk it alone
Uphill battle
I look good when I climb
I'm ferocious, precocious… Read More
2016-01-22 16:05
When the sins of my father
Weigh down in my soul
And the pain of my mother
Will not let me go
Well I know there can come fire from the sky
To refine the purest of kings
Even though
I… Read More
2016-01-22 16:03
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real, even if… Read More
2016-01-18 08:01
I've received many emails from my readers inquiring about my health, and why I haven't been posting articles.
Earlier this year I was diagnosed with Anal Cancer. The same type that F… Read More
2015-11-27 22:12
I am thankful I am alive.
I am thankful I have had the priviledge to meet some really great people.
I am thankful for having a partner who loves me.
I am thankful that I am able to love.
I a… Read More
2014-10-02 07:36
No I'm not a liar
Just don't know how to tell you the truth
All we need is time
We don't know why we do what we do
But we do
On a night like this
Just don't know what I'm trying to… Read More
2014-10-02 07:35
Sitting in a big white room alone
Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down
Close my eyes to see in the dark
I feel young, broken, so so scared
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna… Read More
2014-09-24 18:47
Oh my god, Oh my god where do I start ....in a few hours my best friend is going to sleep with no more pain and hurt.
I lost my boyfriend a year ago This October of 10 years; and now my b… Read More
2014-09-22 16:25
Hoping you take that jump
But don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises
You built a wall
Hoping the crowd screams out
Screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to sta… Read More
2014-09-22 16:24
Is it crazy that I want you to stay
When I tell you to leave
When I tell you go
Is it crazy that I say your name
More times a day
Than I say my own
Tell me baby is it crazy?
Te… Read More
2014-08-25 23:30
As soon as the doors slammed
The silence that fell
Was all that you left me
With a story to tell
'Bout cigarettes and ash-trays
That I smoked with you
I tried to find the truth
Lyi… Read More
2014-08-25 23:30
I’ve been battered, I’ve been bruised
And though I know it’s no excuse
For you I know I’m right
And in another place, in another time
I’ll buy you… Read More
2014-08-25 23:29
Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close
Don't patronize
Don't patronize
'Cause I can't ma… Read More
2014-08-25 23:29
Living in a broken home alone
16 weeks since you've been gone
As time goes by there's no pieces left
No memories of you & me
To shut out feeling lonely; I get out of my head
Lost… Read More
2014-08-25 23:29
You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts
For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish… Read More
2014-08-25 23:29
I need someone, that I'll look to,
In the lonely hour, that we all go through
To give me comfort, and love me through
In the lonely hour, I need you
I need you
I need you
I don'… Read More
2014-08-25 23:28
I hate to say I love you
When it's so hard for me
And I hate to say I want you
When you make it so clear
You don't want me
I'd never ask you cause deep down
I'm certain I know what… Read More
2014-08-09 02:47
You know what I mean
It's like walking in the heat all day, with no water
It's like waiting for a friend
Watching everybody else meet theirs, on that corner
Or losing in an argument
Al… Read More
2014-08-08 21:07
Oh my love what have I done?
Oh my love what have I done?
I shot an arrow in your heart that
I can't take back
When I said,
"You were my first love but you are not my last."
For fa… Read More
2014-08-07 20:33
Oh baby, oh baby, oh we both know the truth
If it were the real me and you,
This wouldn't be the right thing to do
Now the room is all hazy, we're too lost in the fumes
I feel like it's… Read More
2014-08-07 20:33
Once upon a time there was a meeting of minds
The sun and the moon made a deal with the sky
One would take the morning and the other the night
Together they would blanket the world with… Read More
2014-07-28 02:13
Oh, where have you been, my blue-eyed son?
And where have you been my darling young one?
I've stumbled on the side of twelve misty mountains
I've walked and I've crawled on six crooked… Read More
2014-07-28 02:06
There is no need to give your power away to somebody else.
Today, I am claiming my Power.
I am owning my Truth.
I am accepting my Kingdom.
I am seeing my Value.
I am honoring my Strengths.
I… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
You would think that the sound of 400 dogs would be louder, wilder, like a small tornado touching down. But there's a hush here as Sasha Pecic falls to the ground and the dogs surround hi… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
The new moon on the 30th of March 2014 sets the stage for an incredibly intense and volatile month ahead. This new moon at 10 degree Aries, lines up with revolutionary Uranus. … Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Today we are told that the fate of Flight 370 is known, not yet identified debris has been spotted in what is called “the Southern Indian Ocean,” perhaps more appropriately de… Read More
2006-06-07 11:16
Everybody complains about politicians.
Everybody says, "They suck".
But where do people think these politicians come from?
They don't fall out of the sky.
They don't pass through… Read More
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