Man jab kai Baar dukhi hota hai to koshish karta Hoon kuch aisi koshishen karun ki saari purani batein bhool jaun. Manta hoon kisi ko bahut jyada chahta hoon, or mujhe ye tak pata Nahi hai ki vo aaj bhi mujhe chahti hai ya kisi aur se shadi kar chuki hain. aaj kahin naam bhar bhi yaad hai use apne pawan ka yaa mallikae pawan ab kisi aur ki ho chuki hai na janta kuch nahi janta aur kai baar to janna tak nahi chahta, kai baar itna dukhi ho jata hoon ki samajh nahi aata aakhir kis liye jee raha hoon, lekin yahi samajh kar aage badh jaata hoon ki sayad us uparwale ne kuch aur achcha likha hai, lekin upar wale Main to sirf 2 cast k bachcho ko 1 mala main pirona chahta tha, lekin mere halat ne mujhe darpok haan darpok bana diya ki beech raah mujhe uske saath chodna pada,
barna jiske liye main apna sab kuch lutane ko taiyar hoon, jiske main din, din nahi raat, raat nahi lagti mujhe use kaise chod deta... kai baar jab dukhi hota hoon to geeta saar padhta hoon aur koshish karta hoon us upar wale se poochne ka ki aahir kyun hoon main yahan meri jeene ka ab matlab hai kya, because haar man kar to main jaanta nahi chata, kai baar sochta hoon ki apni ye life dusro ke dukhon ko sukh main badalne par laga doon, par har baar himmat toot jaati hai. baar baar dil yahi sawal poochta hai ki agar upar wale vakai sabki sunta hai to ek baar ye sab kyun nahi poora kar sakta, mera sapna bhi to lok kalyan ka hai kyun nahi usse dobara milwa sakta, kyun vo vapas lot kar mere pass nahi aa sakti.
Kya bhagwan ne chamatkar karne band kar diye hain, yaa meri pray main hi kuch kami hai, kya mere aansu jhoothe hain... pata nahi but geeta main likha hai ki insan k dukh hone ka sabse bada karna ikshaye (wishes) hain, but kya karun bhagwan bina wishes ke to hum log karma heen ho jayenge, jab koi wish hi nahi to kaam kiske liye karein, karam kaise karien. main to end main yahi manta hoon ki kisi ek vande ki face par smile la saka to mere jeene ka maksad safal ho jayega.... mujhe nahi pata ki is jindagi main me use dobara pa sakunga, lekin geeta kehti hai agar ikshayein poori na ho to insan phir janam leta hai phir in sab janam ke chakro main bhatakta rahta hai, isliye use sirf or sirf ishwar main dhyan lagana chahiye, bhawna main janam- janam bhatakne ko taiyar hoon agar tum ek baar sirf ek baar vapas mil jao, nahi to parmeshwar tujhe apne saare rules ki kasam, is duniya main jo bhi tujhe pyara ho uski kasam, mujhe tab tak mat bulana jab tak main use paa na loon, kisi chal se nahi pyar se, kisi nafrat se nahi pyar se aage teri marjee, mere radhey-krishna....
barna jiske liye main apna sab kuch lutane ko taiyar hoon, jiske main din, din nahi raat, raat nahi lagti mujhe use kaise chod deta... kai baar jab dukhi hota hoon to geeta saar padhta hoon aur koshish karta hoon us upar wale se poochne ka ki aahir kyun hoon main yahan meri jeene ka ab matlab hai kya, because haar man kar to main jaanta nahi chata, kai baar sochta hoon ki apni ye life dusro ke dukhon ko sukh main badalne par laga doon, par har baar himmat toot jaati hai. baar baar dil yahi sawal poochta hai ki agar upar wale vakai sabki sunta hai to ek baar ye sab kyun nahi poora kar sakta, mera sapna bhi to lok kalyan ka hai kyun nahi usse dobara milwa sakta, kyun vo vapas lot kar mere pass nahi aa sakti.
Kya bhagwan ne chamatkar karne band kar diye hain, yaa meri pray main hi kuch kami hai, kya mere aansu jhoothe hain... pata nahi but geeta main likha hai ki insan k dukh hone ka sabse bada karna ikshaye (wishes) hain, but kya karun bhagwan bina wishes ke to hum log karma heen ho jayenge, jab koi wish hi nahi to kaam kiske liye karein, karam kaise karien. main to end main yahi manta hoon ki kisi ek vande ki face par smile la saka to mere jeene ka maksad safal ho jayega.... mujhe nahi pata ki is jindagi main me use dobara pa sakunga, lekin geeta kehti hai agar ikshayein poori na ho to insan phir janam leta hai phir in sab janam ke chakro main bhatakta rahta hai, isliye use sirf or sirf ishwar main dhyan lagana chahiye, bhawna main janam- janam bhatakne ko taiyar hoon agar tum ek baar sirf ek baar vapas mil jao, nahi to parmeshwar tujhe apne saare rules ki kasam, is duniya main jo bhi tujhe pyara ho uski kasam, mujhe tab tak mat bulana jab tak main use paa na loon, kisi chal se nahi pyar se, kisi nafrat se nahi pyar se aage teri marjee, mere radhey-krishna....
