But the job came with its perks. For one, the copywriter and I got it ocf, if you know what I mean. Well, actually I got to know him before he joined the place through a mutual friend and he was looking for a job, we had an opening. So that worked out. And that my beloved friends is the story of how I met my new fuckboy.
Yep, he broke my heart from the first time we decided to meet by standing me up. And then continued to do that almost always for a whole year.
We had a few good times, Yeah. I’m still hoping things will work themselves out. That’s one reason I didn’t write on this blog ’cause I knew I’d start writing about him and then maybe that will jinx it. Yeah, I’m blind superstitious like that. Sue me!
Anywho, point is, this guy and I seem to have a connection. Ugh, I’ve said all that before but I can’t quite explain how this feels…like twin flames stuff.
And I’m back to being jobless by the by. Mum got ill couple of months back and I’ve had to give it up to nurse her. And this guy and I’ve drifted apart I feel. I mean he never made any effort before but we got to see each other everyday and we’d still call and text through the week. Now I barely hear from him. And it’s hard, especially with things being so overwhelming at home. I guess I saw it coming but chose to Turn blind eye, eh¿
Maybe I’ll vent about and pine over him in my later posts, if I do write that is, else until next year! LOL!
Happy New Year, y’all!
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