2013-04-09 00:52
2nd last day of work. Boss is being extremely nasty to me. Am trying not to cry. All I want to do is shout at him what a total idiot he is and everyone knows it. But I am taking the high roa… Read More
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The truth behind the day to day struggle of recovering from depression.
2013-04-01 22:23
Months ago, just before we broke up, Paul bought me a book - Oh the Places you'll go by Dr Seuss. It inspires me and I read it every time I get bogged down in life. Oh The Place's You'll Go… Read More
2013-03-04 00:30
I have been very down lately due to my job stressing me out. I just moved into an office with my boss and its hell. I am also struggling with lessons plans for my tefl so I asked Paul who… Read More
2013-02-28 05:12
Hi Paul, seeing as you may be reading this blog let me describe how I am feeling after resigning my job. I am so scared I am going to end up poor and hungry again like I was as a kid. I am… Read More
2013-02-20 10:59
How dare you call yourself superior to me? Especially when I just lost my fucking job. You are an insensitive prick who thinks he is god because he is a fourth generation country bumpkin and… Read More
2013-02-19 01:36
I am about to hit rock bottom as I have just been told I am most likely to lose my job. I cried for a bit, then realised I was crying about failing at a job I hated. And then I stopped, got… Read More
2013-02-18 05:41
There is a scene in HBO TV Series Girls where Hannah and shoshanna discuss what their 'baggage' would be for the tv show (google it if you're not aware of it_ and it got me thinking about wh… Read More
2013-02-12 23:22
Please stop acting like a sexist pig. You derogatory comments to myself and another journalist about girls not understanding money was rude and downright inappropriate. I am not your Secreta… Read More
2013-01-25 05:46
Dear lord, please give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. This is the prayer I keep repeati… Read More
2013-01-21 23:19
I moved out on the weekend. It was the final stage in Paul and my breakup. Its over. Any future we could have had is over. But that is okay. I have wonderful memories of our time together an… Read More
2013-01-05 09:12
Dear Paul, I am writing this as you sit for the third time this week drinking in our lounge room with a bunch of guys once again as I attempt to try and piece together my life. Seeing you so… Read More
2012-12-28 06:26
My last post was pretty much a summary of the past two months, Paul and I growing distant, me working then just going numb eating, drinking and watching TV. Crawling deeper and deeper into a… Read More
2012-11-26 07:50
A million things are happening and I can’t make it stop. I am fighting to stay alive and be good enough for everyone but I am failing. I just want to disappear but I can’t becaus… Read More
2012-10-09 07:37
I hate facebook. I really do. It breeds narcissism, violates privacy and makes me jealous of high school friends I never cared to actually speak to again. I use facebook to keep in contact w… Read More
2012-09-18 05:50
Last week was one of the worst weeks in my life. I was getting so frustrated with my boss that I went to hr who told me I was antisocial and abrasive. Ouch. Boss then told me the same thing… Read More
2012-09-06 00:40
I have looked after myself since I was 13 as neither of my parents acted like adults. So I learnt how to be an adult by doing the opposite of what they did. I survived but… Read More
2012-08-27 01:18
I went to the doctor a month ago to get a referral to a psychologist and they told me his receptionist would. call me in a week to make an appointment. I waited two weeks then called them to… Read More
2012-08-18 05:36
I have had a rather bad week. Basically I've been doing two people's jobs at work but this week my supervisor started and I was excited to push off a load of work. Except when I met him I re… Read More
2012-08-04 03:24
Everything I have done this week has been wrong. I am such a fuckup. Paul says I need to breath and do one thing at a time. But my mind keeps racing ahead so am using mediation to try and ca… Read More
2012-07-22 23:55
I am in hiding right now but I want to write this down so I have a record in case I do completely fall apart. Last time I wrote I said I was struggling with adjusting to living with Paul and… Read More
2012-07-14 10:39
I am at a party in the corner playing with my phone as I know only a few people. I am also pretty down atm, I have spent the last two days in bed, unable to face the world. I have come down… Read More
2012-06-26 01:43
Apologies if this comes out looking strange. I am writing on my phone. I have been at my new job for a week and it is going great. I feel very happy right now. So I am trying to chnage mysel… Read More
2012-06-13 03:38
Adjustment disorder is a group of symptoms, such as stress, feeling sad or hopeless, and physical symptoms that can occur after you go through a stressful life event.The symptoms occur bec… Read More
2012-05-29 11:10
I have a new job, in government where Paul lives. In my hometown, the place where eighteen years of bad memories linger. But then there are good ones too. This weekend I hung out with Paul… Read More
2012-05-17 09:31
I could barely afford to have therapy when I lived in the city and now I live hours away from the closest mental health facilities I can't get help. So I decided to try a little self help wi… Read More
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