April 26, 2020
4:06am
So I did the thing again, and I'm not exactly proud of it. It feels like I'm forcing my way into his life when I know he doesn't want me anymore.
The thing is, my feelings are confused now more than ever. My cynical brain is trying so hard to make sense out of things, but my stupid heart wouldn't budge. Do I really, really like you like you? Or will this pass?