I’ve Spent nearly my entire 20’s yearning for a sexual relationship with a guy. There’s been so much energy focused on understanding my body, my sexuality, struggling through depression and making sure my marriage is a happy one… that I suddenly feel bittersweet about it all. I am on the cusp of my 30th birthday and also on finally losing my boy vcard. It’s scary and exciting to know that I’m opening a whole new chapter in my life as well as no longer being in my twenties, soon. What happens next?