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Observations and Insecurities of a Fabulous Nobody
2016-03-19 18:53
If I could get over you,then I could get away from here.It's such a lonely place,I only have myself to blame.And if I make it throughthe wasteland of my mindmaybe then I'll find a wayto find… Read More
2016-03-19 18:53
2016-03-19 18:53
I want to contact him.To speak to him. To see him.I know that desire is 'wrong' - that I should walk away, and indeed I am holding it at bay, but fuck it's hard.Last night was horrible… Read More
2015-08-09 04:05
Oh these cam guys.They are indeed beautiful men, and certainly a fun way to pass the time when home alone on weekends... or just alone.As any reader of this blog in the past knows, I have go… Read More
2012-11-11 09:55
It must be nice to have someone want you as much as you want them.To think of you, about you, when you are not with them.I'm not talking about the sex - although that would undoubtedly… Read More
2012-11-09 12:44
How low must my self-esteem be?For almost 12 months he's had my attention waking and sleeping, not to mention my wallet.Last night I discovered he is not gay like he has been telling me (and… Read More
2012-11-09 12:04
Enuff said Read More
2012-11-09 11:52
He's straight. And a liar Read More
2012-10-25 08:42
Some days you just want to cry. Today is one of those days for me.Fighting against my desire, maybe attachment, for Andrew is a challenge today. If I could tear my heart out things would be… Read More
2012-10-21 12:21
There's a hand over my mouth,So I can't speak, speak to you.I am tied, tied up in chains,And what remains is the silence.I feel the night around my daysAs if the cold is here to st… Read More
2012-10-02 10:10
You can have it all....But not all at once.Make up your mind, Lets make a decisionTo give what you want,What you want to be given.What you're giving outIs what you get back.So open your… Read More
2012-07-03 13:40
I know the times are tough,and dreams can cost me dearly.Well m dreams have been turned and tossedbut now they unfold clearly.Ambition is a beast we all must tame,become so obsessed with it… Read More
2012-06-18 07:26
I am so going to see this Read More
2012-06-16 10:53
This week Dallas returned to TV in the US.Recovering Soap Opera addict that I am I had to watch. And I’m hooked.I was much more a Dynasty fan back in the day – it was much more g… Read More
2012-06-16 01:08
Rest in Peace beautiful man.Erik Rhodes (February 8, 1982 – June 14, 2012) Read More
2012-06-10 05:25
On high rotation Read More
2012-06-05 13:05
Something in the moonlight catches my eyeThe shadow of a lover goes dancing byLooking for a little bit of love to grow, soGive me love, give me heart and soulYou never let me cross to the ot… Read More
2012-06-04 22:46
It's funny how one person can effect you so deeply.I guess to a degree there is some guilt on my part. I mean I don't think I betrayed him in anyway - but I did interfer. I can only guess th… Read More
2012-06-04 12:08
Well I went almost a week feeling ambivalent about the fact that I've just been scammed out of 5000 euro's by Andrew.The stupid part is that I don't care. I just want him to love me.Now the… Read More
2012-06-04 06:28
I wait underneath the moonlightAll night without youAnd who could ever question any crying I do?My heavy heart is beating out a rhythmAll night beside meAnd I fall a little harder everytime… Read More
2012-06-03 12:21
All journey's begin with a single step.We like to plan in advance and get the lay of the land but looks are often deceiving and when the path you thought you saw as a fairly pleasant venture… Read More
2012-05-15 04:31
Sometimes understanding comes to late to stop you from doing something illadvised.Sometimes though you know something you don't want to believe it.I don't know why I find it so difficult to… Read More
2012-04-27 12:57
This heart of mine, keeps dreaming of you and it's crazy Read More
2012-04-12 03:40
Anyone who reads this blog will know I have issues.One of those issues is the inability to 'let go' or 'walk away' from things that - for whatever insane reason - mean something to me.I am t… Read More
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