Sometimes we all need something new to initiate a change of mood. Sometimes we make sudden decisions we never thought we'd make, ideas that popped into our heads out of nowhere.Enough sillin… Read More

I asked myself a question.  I: You are already really sleepy eh?Myself: Probably.I: Then what the heck are you doing?Myself: I have things to do. It didn't feel right to sleep yet… Read More

Recap (written in August 2008): Solitude (Part I)The world is forever changing. Everyone and everything is always evolving, not knowing ultimately whether for better or worse. For her t… Read More

Birthdays never seemed to mean anything much. Just a day that marks you are a year older according to the Gregorian calendar. Year by year, it separates you from other people who were born i… Read More

luser (LOO.zur) n. A person who doesn't have the faintest idea what they're doing and who, more importantly, refuses to do anything about it. [Blend of loser and user.] (wordspy.com)… Read More

Words can inspire and make a change. Choose your words and pass it to people. Careful in the words you have chosen, for they could hurt someone. Or, don't you care about others at all? Read More

Walaupun nak diikutkan, aku tak sukakan formaliti, kadang-kadang aku terlibat juga. Ikut mood kot. Atau bilangan orang yang pergi yang aku kenal dan jumlah seluruhnya. Dinner Ausmat pun aku… Read More

Di pagi-pagi buta sekali lagi... orang lain sedap tidur. Aku hanya berjaya tidur 1 jam dan buat masa ni aku tak nak kembali tidur lagi.Buat apa pagi-pagi ni?Mendengar lagu Beethove… Read More

My room. Wherever that my room turns out to be, as long as I am living in there. The room is dark, gloomy and lonely. Although it remains as a long-time comfort zone for me, where I can do a… Read More

this soul finds it is really hard to breathe.it is really tired somehow.finding inner peace on her ownthis soul just wants to be heard, but not to be seenjust for a person to listen willingl… Read More

The blog here is getting rusty again. I just thought to myself the other day, there is nothing much that I can write about. Sometimes I thought, rather than babbling about something useless… Read More

Suddenly I wanna say, I miss my friends. Because I remembered certain things.haha... the Switchback people. =PMakan kat Gasoline kat Asian Avenue, Pyramid. Duduk dan bersila, skarang dah lai… Read More

ah.aku dah lama tahu dan sedar.kepelikan diri aku sendiri,dan aku terima.kadang-kadang aku bencibenda ni buat aku jadi sepi,takut menghadapi kehidupan.senyum...padahal sendiri tertanya-tanya… Read More

I kinda wonder why the need to talk is such an important matter. I kinda passed that thinking now, to stop the 'why' thought from running through the mind all the time.I found my old PLKN no… Read More

In general, our society. Masyarakat... tak berapa indah untuk kukatakan masyaAllah.Scene 1: "Aku tak suka la dia buat camtu," kata A kepada B. "Ko tau tak.... bla bla bla..."Scene 2: "Aku ta… Read More

stop pretendingand really go on livingthe way you really are6+ am. ini adalah masa di mana kebanyakan orang tengah tidur dan paling liat nak bangun. aku pula telah tidur siang dan berjaga ma… Read More

sesungguhnya aku tertanya-tanyaadakah aku terlalu banyak lalai kepadaMu?i realise i ambecoming overly sensitiveare you stupid or what?can't you see it's a joke?teruskanlah kehidupanmuia akan… Read More

I haven't used them yet, the MPH vouchers. RM150 given by the ever-so-kind Monash University. Given to me last September, now I only have 3 months left to  use it up. I never thought I… Read More

Hello 2010. How is it going so far?I haven't been posting much since I didn't think there is anything good or interesting to share. I did realize the too many ramblings I have, some good som… Read More

Everything happens for a reason. I believe so. There is a reason lying in everything that occurs around us, whether it's apparent or not, whether it's even related to you or maybe it's just… Read More

So many things...left unsaid.kept in my head.that should have been spoken.that I make mistakes of. I am afraid of.worrying me.that make no sense at all, but bugs me anyway.stopping me from d… Read More

Are you mentally retarded or something?Don't get me wrong. I am not saying that to anyone. But it definitely comes out a lot out there. I really dislike it when I hear something like that. T… Read More

Aku rasa bagaikan aku akan digilakan. CRAZYNIFIED. Dalam diriku aku banyak berfikir. Di luar skop yang normal. Mungkin berlainan dari tanggapan orang lain di kelilingku tapi aku pun tidak ta… Read More

The world of expressive writing. I missed it. I have ignored it, to my loss.My thoughs have been disorganised and I thought simply putting out all the scattered thoughts with words probably… Read More

Di suatu majlis kenduri doa selamat di rumah kakakku, sempena kakak aku yang baru pindah rumah, seorang jiran pernah tengok aku dan berkata, ni sorang ni nape tak cakap pape pun? Abah kata… Read More