2018-11-19 08:54
I've been stressed, suicidal (as usual), and jobless. That's basically it. Personally I find it difficult to do anything I enjoy when my stress takes over. The past few months my stress has… Read More
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A blog about an imperfect girl sharing her life, her obsession with makeup and fashion, becoming a published author, and dealing with mental health.
2018-09-23 03:43
Life hasn't been great but it also hasn't been horrible, for the most part. I'm alive, my general health is fine, and I have a supportive family (somewhat). I was searching for a job like cr… Read More
2018-08-17 05:20
I don't identify as ace (asexual), never have, but I just so happen to still be a virgin at age 26. I also haven't been in a relationship, due to a lot of complicated factors, but mostly bec… Read More
2018-07-31 08:55
So once again life has gotten tough and I'm going THROUGH IT. My money is running out, I'm having suicidal thoughts, weight gain, possibly getting evicted, still jobless. I'm so stressed I'v… Read More
2018-06-28 05:41
Today I wore a crop top since it was almost 90 degrees and on my way to Walmart I got grabbed by a strange man who was trying to hit on me. He wouldn't get out of my way even though I obviou… Read More
2018-06-26 09:52
My anxiety is at it's worst at night. I'll cry (usually over nothing), pace around my apartment, and start obsessing over everything I hate about my life. At night I feel trapped and it does… Read More
2018-06-16 02:19
Today I did something I haven't done in 5 years, I wore shorts outside in public. Disclaimer, of course I've worn shorts in doors, in the safety of my own home, but not outside. Today I thre… Read More
2018-06-10 18:16
I've been meaning to write this post for a long time and I'm finally getting to it. (I actually wrote this once and it got deleted 😑)Anyways in this I'll explain exactly what I did t… Read More
2018-06-07 21:26
Since I was a kid I've never felt normal in terms of my body. (Everything else too, back then it was rare to find other black girls into the things I was into.) I compared myself to my big s… Read More
2018-04-30 22:44
Life has been rough which is why I haven't updated in a while; stress, depression, etc. Currently I'm not working and I'm no longer in that mental health day program due to it causing me mor… Read More
2018-03-20 17:11
My blog will be going through a lot of changes, one of the biggest is I've decided to combine this blog with my writing blog. So instead of having separate blogs I'll make writing updates, e… Read More
2018-03-16 09:53
So I lost it at work and by lost it I mean having an argument with a co-worker, throwing my glove at the floor, crying hysterically, and threatening to leave until my manger came in on his d… Read More
2018-03-03 22:41
Who am I? My name is Lanelle💖Even though I've had this blog since 2010 I've decided to make a new introduction post for any newer readers. (I also deleted all my old post… Read More
2018-01-23 22:29
Normally I start the new year with a goals post of some kind but I've been too busy (stressed) to do that. It's only January and I can only describe 2018 so far as hectic and anxiety i… Read More
2017-12-06 22:17
If you guys haven't been updated on my Twitter or Youtube I'm bald, well I was. A few weeks ago I got this random impulse to cut my hair, I had been thinking about it for months and fi… Read More
2017-10-25 09:50
It's the middle of my first full work week and it's been a whirlwind. My shift is very early so I have to go to sleep by 6 or 7 pm (I work in an airport). Getting use to this has… Read More
2017-10-19 18:03
I have social anxiety. Severe social anxiety and it's taken me years to realize it. I knew I had anxiety but I never experienced bad panic attacks or anything like that. It… Read More
2017-10-12 19:45
I've been going through hell, pretty much. No job, little money, and depressed. But as of today, I'm happy. Actually happy, I bet you're wondering. Why? How? &n&hell…Read More
2017-09-23 05:18
My 25 year old life has been incredibly uneventful and yet I still manage to go through crazy amounts of ups and downs. Right now I don't know where i'll be in about two weeks if that… Read More
2017-09-04 05:22
My computer is broken and I'm trying not to freak out. I can't get into it, I've tried everything and it's only flashing a blue screen. Luckily I've saved a ton of my important f… Read More
2017-08-03 04:07
It's 10 pm and I can't sleep (Yes I sleep early and I'm still doing my social media ban so I don't have Instagram or Twitter to distract me.) so I want to do a 2017 goals update. I wou… Read More
2017-07-28 19:53
I've started my job search (finally) and as much as I'm reluctant to be an office drone again I need to start making real money. This time around at least I know the type of work I can… Read More
2017-07-16 03:20
Today is the third day of my social media ban (from Twitter and Instagram) and I feel so lonely. I decided to ban myself from them for 30 days to finish editing my book. Also bec… Read More
2017-07-10 11:30
It's been exactly one year since I've quit my call center job and I can't believe time has gone by so quickly. Feels like only a few months have past. This is significant to me b… Read More
2017-06-17 12:57
I haven't updated in a while because i've been crazy busy with my book. It's taking up all my time, that's why I haven't updated here or YouTube. And when I'm not working on my b… Read More
2017-05-27 00:25
Sorry for lack of blog posts for the last few weeks i've seriously dedicated to finishing my book, just the rewrites specifically. I'm focusing on my book while I have this free time o… Read More
2017-05-14 23:51
I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I should be doing more. I should be accomplished and have "experiences" yet here I am in my apartment huddled up like a hermit.😟&nbs&hell…Read More
2017-05-13 22:50
This old post of mine from 2011 kind of inspired me to make this, it made me want to do a "where are they now" type thing. Ka-tan/Kanae Watanabe Safe to say she's no longer gyaru whatsoever… Read More
2017-05-07 19:43
I'm one of those people whose constantly hoping and wanting if that makes since. I like to say "I want to do" or "I wish I can do", I've been this way all my life. I know this fo… Read More
2017-05-02 19:38
My 25th birthday was underwhelming because I let my anxiety get in the way. I mostly just ate like a pig over three days with little exercise. I try not to check my weight too mu… Read More
2017-05-01 16:51
I've uploaded my b-day vlog if you guys are curious about what I did. 😂 Read More
2017-04-25 10:08
I'm writing this at 4am because my sleep pattern is messed up after I got sick. I did something I always regret, I made an online dating profile. I've done this three times in th… Read More
2017-04-23 10:33
My birthday is next Saturday and I'll be 25, most people seem to be afraid to get older but for me it's a blessing. Every year I'm alive is a blessing because I never expected to make… Read More
2017-04-13 11:16
The past few days have been absolute hell for me to be honest. Not sure what came over me but a few days ago I got sick, very sick. I still feel sick now but I have some nausea p… Read More
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