So the time has come, I graduated high School in June and from that day on I’ve been dreading this exact moment. I always knew the first Goodbye would suck, mostly because you don’t know how it really feels to say goodbye to a friend that’s been by your side for years until you actually have to do it. I knew I would cry a bit, but what I didn’t know was that my first goodbye would be at my last shift of my summer job to an amazing girl I worked alongside for the last 2 months but have watched grow as an amazing person for years. It’s not completely a goodbye, I’m only going to school in Toronto after all. I cried because in that moment I realized the goodbyes we’re just going to keep coming. Next it would be my old best friend who’s my current good friend and my neighbor, then my niece, then it will be my boyfriend, then my animals, then my mom and my little brother/nephew. It’s just different, and I’m not the biggest fan of change. I move to school in 3 days and I got extreme anxiety just writing that. I don’t like to feel vulnerable and that’s exactly how I’m going to feel when my mom pulls away from my school Saturday afternoon leaving me behind. I know It’s not easy for her either, and that breaks my heart more than anything. I always do what I can to make sure I don’t cause my mom any stress or sadness but there are a few instances where its inevitable, and I presume that this is one of them. Anyways, I’ve decided to start this blog to keep my friend’s and family up to date with my life while I’m away at school and considering my journey starts in 3 day’s I thought I should begin now.