would it be inappropriate, when i get to the bottom of the steps at the exit of the F train, to cry and scream, "I DON'T WANT ANY EXERCISE RIGHT NOW!!!!!"

i feel "at risk" by the number of times i envision myself doing something "clearly mentally ill" in public view, coupled with the number of times i see a middle-aged woman who probably once-upon-a-time had the faculties to 'contain her shit' doing something "clearly mentally ill" in public view

new york is so bad for you, run for the hills if you can