Healing and feeling better today is amazing because it's showing me that I lived a lifetime with heart deficiencies that cost me greatly !...and more importantly than my selfish perspective is the perspective that these great sex still are not 100% pinpointed as far as a scientific and medical diagnosis, but at least they can be treated.
I really appreciate that my cardiologist that I have today engage in a casual conversation and eagerly truly genuinely want to hear my feedback and the conversations that we have although quickly paste are deep and of quite abstract nature here where we both are visualizing and verbalizing what it is that we see in want to convey. That's powerful stuff and there's no replacing it and I don't get enough of it. That's healing. It's not healing when a doctor walked the other way and cannot engage in the share the healing. A healer carries the healing within and delivers it to the Suffering and the offers it as a better way to move forward and as a leader who's the man how to make those moves by doing those things themselves. I can show you everything not to do and I can show you everything to do and that is up to you but we should trust that our doctors the licensed practicing professionals that are so brilliant and learn it will do this in the most genuine of ways oh, this is leading others into lives of healing. I see an entire paradigm shift coming into its own but it is because of the great suffering that many are about to come firsthand in face-to-face with for the first time in their lives, and trust me you better hold on tight and what that means is take good care of yourself and start being kind of each day than you were yesterday and learned to care for those that are immediately around you. My friend suffering from depression the other day apparently jumped off the bridge behind my home and this my friend that brought me to the theater now where I serve on the board of directors. my brilliant musician artist friend I ran tech at the theater off and was just a good soul and a beautiful individual and for whatever reason just couldn't find happiness or balance and that's not to any fault of his own or anybody else it was just his walk in this life. This I pray for his peace but I fear that by canceling his life lessons he will be in this purgatory until it is time that he will be lifted and exalted but for now he needed this break it all because we all know that we have been broken before and nearly given in. Please do not give in. I'm sure he felt as I have felt that nobody cares and it's not that nobody cares it is that we are all suffering from austerity is where we are not empowered to even help those around us because we cannot help ourselves. Wake up and realize what is happening around you because it's for everyone that we lose a family and many friends are affected and that takes us all out of the equation towards success and it only makes a bigger burden of us upon the systems which upon us are already feeling it. This is very strategic in nature and you should wake up and take this very personally. Tell me honestly that you don't know somebody that has died of an opiate overdose? We are u deer assault from every and all angles, and that just because others want the life that we have so good and healthy and are trying to share but they are not willing to work for it they want to be seeds in the night and inherit what they think is theirs. when you numb yourself with alcohol or weaken yourself with drugs you succumb. Your days from the time that you start will pass quicker and the tear in your life be so much more than what would have been otherwise, these choices you have made. Think ahead a bit more now please and be far more wise. Ego is killing you.