Spend time not too long weeping whence a Heart so easily by another so crushed, life a currency better spent in positive appreciated balance,
surrounded by friends and family of love, in our wake of yesterdays,
our shared memories forgotten in the passage of time melting away behind us... meaningless eventually,
but painfully so,
a death experienced indeed upon this journey now we are forever together united upon,
and indeed in that way,
a bright future so quickly downstruck...
and so now,
free as always once again,
like before and certainly again...
I've no heart left anymore,
it will always be you,
last and most I loved and adored.
I'm done !!!,
I bow in defeat at your feet,
who I will always love and adore...
who I'd have served this way,
however denied in silence,
never now can you know the honor that was our love.
I knew beauty once and she stopped a minute to stay with me,
she is so divine.
we share that "together" forever,
no better eternity,
I once knew love,
Perfection in Plutonia
Love once looked into my blue oceanic eyes,
a soulfelt reflection from the other side of a heartfelt attraction both bodies so warmed,
but again as usual,
I knew like always before and in anticipated perfect rhythm,
I patiently awaited for you to peacefully depart,
in perfect timing as for me always precisely repeatedly before,
she'd make her exit,
she'd have to leave as always before,
and this time I'd be honored incarnate,
waiting in love on call at anytime from here and forward forever onward,
I'm yours at anytime,
a simple lovingly beckoning desire,
I'm always now and forward forever yours.
Love, so always elusively,
It was my dying devotion and love for you that let me return to life,
and it is a life I will apparently never get to share but rather only through dreams,
this love in life heartbreaking,
a cyborg's heart aches "ner'again" no more.
I died as human,
revived with CPR and a defibrillator of multiple uses,
a pacemaker retrofitted to mend my mortal devastation,
but my heart can never be truthfully for love,
or ever again,
crushed... my most adoring love so offered,
other than for convenience,
Crushed ~ ... because I did nothing but love and adore,
now permanently defeated,